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Sunday, September 26, 2010

I might not be able to go to JYJ Fanmeeting in MidValley~ T_T

When I think about how much it cost, I keep on thinking how much I could save~ then I keep on thinking on how I could spend the money in another way around.... Hoping that someday they will come to Malaysia again, again then I can finally meet them with my own money instead of my parent's money. I join a contest in FACEBOOK~ but still I'm a girl who is usually without luck~ I write this on my page...  http://www.facebook.com/pages/
Where-Kpop-is-all-about-Power-of-Nine/108499235875429 like page nie pastu like comment saye kat page nie... cri nme izzat wan... http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=113749&id=108499235875429&ref=fbx_album 
huuu seems pathetic right? But what can I do? I love them so much~ But I just can't seem to meet them~ I don't know what else to do~ T_T GOD I'm frustrated~ I thought of meeting them each time I know they are coming to Malaysia, Singapore yet Thailand but I am never that brave enough!~The only thing that I do was pouring all my feeling here in this blog of mine~ hmm thanks to my friend I can feel how I am so lucky to have them~ Tq guys for all of your support~ I really am appreciating it~ love ya!

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

I choose to write this to tell you how much I miss you~

I was so concerned about what you might say when you read all of this writing of mine. I meant it so deep that sometimes I'd cried when I read them once more. But it means nothing to you right? Well I hope that I didn't hurt or my lack of sense brake down your pride or something. You were right, you can't live without love, but you choose to let go of love when it started to get deep and strong. We were so close to be as one item but you let this hand go and tell me to let go~ Fine I let you go, but then you come back to me as if you never hurt me before? Why do you have to say something like " Hey I really am missing you, can't we just be friend again?" What the???! Am I that worthless? I told my peeps that I don't need any love since I am so in love with you but, then, I never really fond love while loving you~ Do you understand me when you read these? No right.. How can you understand, you are so busy with your daily life, that you tend to overlook where I am. I am yes the most unimportant thing for you, but you are the only thing that matters to me. I got the right thing when I fall in love with you but now the only thing left is pain~ I hate you for doing this to me but I miss you!!! I really am in love with you and it hurts cause I can't sleep at night thinking how am I supposed to tell you this very deep mind of mine. But hell! I choose to let it go~ So I am letting you go, my most lovely, dearly lover....
You, the one with the name of love, friendship and togetherness...
TVXQ...
Now I will only love you, the new you... and this will always remains in me... JYJ Hwaiting!!!!


Sunday, September 19, 2010

They are coming down to Malaysia!!!!

I know I sound stupid after all of my tantrums about them but~ I just can't help the fact that I am too much in love with them!!! JYJ are coming to M'sia and I am so dying to see them once again!!! Oh My God~!!! Bless me please, this time to go and meet them~ It's a one life time chance for me to see them~ I might be crazy but I am too excited and I don't know how to express this. I am so happy and I will go no matter what the obstacles are! haaa~ Still I wish that I could for the 350 one~ huuu~ Can't wait to see you guys!!! JYJ!!!


But now I am so frustrated as there are so many events in Oktober!!! I got SBE, KRS camping and we also got MUET~ So damn busy~ There will be ein deutsher Abend a.k.a German Evening... I don't know what to do~ Too many thing happening at the same time~ MKI are still on the line~ Malam Tautan Budaya are also on the way~ ARGHHHHH what to do???
Okay here are the dates~
1) 20-23/10 MKI
2) Unknwon date-Malam Tautan Budaya
3) 4-8/10 SBE
4) 13-15/10 Camping
5) 16/10 JYJ Fan Meet
6) Unknown date-MUET
7) Also unknown date-German Evening
And so that will the end of my Oktober with lots to feel, to say and to live~!


 

Saturday, September 18, 2010

My Whole Life Lately...

Dearest People of My Life,
While reading this letter of mine, do hear these songs: They explain everything beautifully...
1) Because Tomorrow Comes (Tohoshinki)
2) Take Care Of My Girlfriend - Say No (BEAST)
3) Triangle (TVXQ feat TRAX & Boa)
4) Thank You (2PM)

Let us start the journey of a girl that love to call herself a boy~ Wan Nor Izzati Bte Wan Mohd Bashar a.k.a Izzat Wan ( Facebook, Twitter, Tumbler, Me2Day, and Blogspot )

I was born on 6th June 1990, at 7.35pm, in a Hospital called Mentakab Big Hospital. I am the first one who came to life and how I wish I was the second, third or fourth one. My father owns a Farm that is full with Goats, Cows, Fishes and also Palm Trees. My Mother is a Teacher at a primary school in the area... I was in a school called SKST ( Sekolah Kebangsaan Sungai Tekam) and there I found my light as one of the brighter Kids. I got 5A's and I was the Vice President for the school Prefects~ Nice huh? Kind of. I got 28 most memorable Friends, then I move to SBPITEM, there I was put in a 31 amount of students, these people will be learning German. I was the vice-class rep~ Hardships and Pains bring me nothing but tears. Living with 8 seniors, and 5 juniors like myself... 14 of us together for 1 whole year. My high school life aren't that beautiful for me to tell, coz it cause me tears more than joy~ I got no one to call my BFF~ during my senior year there were 21 of us. 14 boys, 7 girls.. Crazy huh... tell me about it. A lot had happened and trust me no one remembers it better than me, I was caught in so many situations where I myself hate this very living thing called "joit". Yup that is my nickname during those five years. These 20 people whom I called FRIENDS were actually good friends. But you see I seems to lost all memories of us having fun. The only that stay are those hard, teary, painful memories. There were Izza, Kero, Tahirah, Najwa, Fifiey & Nad... Those are the girls. There were also G-deen, Nabil, Wafiey, Afiz, Mat, Ehsan, Akem, Acap, Yout, Faidhi, Zarif, Nazwan, Arief and Zaq... see I remember their names... but not our memories...~T_T~ But there were people who made it beautiful... Bonda Asmak, Neechan, Kak Wan, Kak Moon, Kak Lina, Kak Pai, Kak Jibah, my roomate- Yana, Sheeda, Hani Fiqa, Kema, T-ka, Honey, Jibun, and many more. I got myself a little sister and her name is Mira... how I miss that girl! She's the best junior ever!!! There were also juniors whom I think great and amazing. I left their name behind since they are more important to be hidden than to be stated here.
I got 7A's in PMR and 5A'sin SPM and I choose to go to KMPP where I once again meet very very new friends and to tell you the truth... I can't seem to remember everyone's name. So sorry.. It was not on purpose but I think I got Short Term Memory kind of problems. For 1 year I spent my time there, and it was amazing more than anything. I love being there, I was free of tears, there were still but not as much as in SBPITEM. Cause I do cry almost everyday in that school. My mom said I wasted 1 great year there. But it was amazing for me to have such thing. I am proud to call myself a KMPP student. huuu though I got only 2.83 but still love it! Then on 13th July 2009 I was admitted to my current life IPG KBA. And to tell you the truth, I love it here. I got 7 great caring sisters and 3 annoying yet fun brothers, and three amazing teachers. The reason why I didn't talk bout my teachers during my High school and KMPP years are actually because there are too many of them~ Though I remember them.
My first crush? It was my cousin! Well in primary there was this boy name Qayyum but then he moved, then in high school there were several names that I liked. They all already knew bout these stupid crushes of mine.. 2 from my classroom Thinker, 1 from Perfect and 1 from Intelligent. And that was all until I knew this one guy... who came from SEMSAS wearing jersey no. 5. We exchange phone no. and became friends and the rest are history. We still are friends but I gave him too much pain that I can't even seek forgiveness for... Then the was this senior of mine, until this August 2010. Only till then... no more, it was settled by one more feeling toward my KPOP boys. Oh yes I haven't told you bout these KPOP boys of mine. It started in year 2007 where we were done with SPM and I know one great love of mine. TVXQ!, DBSK, TOHOSHINKI, or TVFXQ are all the same thing for this one group, consist of 5 hot, gorgeous most incredible boys ever seen. Xiah Junsu, Here Jaejoong, Micky Yoochun, Uknow Yunho and Max Changmin. They are mezmerizing and most important they mend my broken heart well. Since then I started to know and love them as if I have been living with them the rest of my life. 3 years has passed, and I have known them as is I have been knowing them since they were born. But now they left me with just a little more hope, since they were filled with tragedy and abusing news. I do fall with another one group called 2PM but they are not as when I was with TVXQ!
And now I must say, I am not satisfied with my life... I want to have more adventure, and I will have more. I will fly to Germany to have my Master and then to Korea to meet and feel how does it really feels to be live in that country! I will make all my life worthed and I will no longer wait to fall in love because I am supposedly in love! And so I will pursue to fall in love with Him, Allah Almighty. Then I will eventually fall with his creation call man~ Wish me luck on the second one. I know I have been such a burden yo many people but still I want to be a good one to pay all of your good deeds~
Lastly, to my dearest people whom I love and care, do take a good care of yourself and never give up!!!

Love,
Izzat Wan


2PM Thank You

Hangul:


어떻게 말할 질 몰라서 어떤 말로도 모자라서
아무 말도 할 수 없었어 너무나 고마워서 어떡할 줄 몰라서

왜 내가 좋은 건지 이 많은 사람 중에 나를 고른 건지
난 해줄 수 있는 게 너무 모자라서 이 노랠 만들었어

So I thank you thank you thank you
And I love you love you love you
난 아무것도 못해줬는데
넌 끝없이 주기만 하는데 왜

So I thank you thank you thank you
And I love you love you love you
니가 보내준 사랑 때문에
내가 여기 서있어 이렇게

나를 사랑하며 사는 게 너무나 힘든걸 아는데
너는 계속 그 자리에서 변함없이 서있어 오직 나를 위해서

왜 돌아서질 않니 너무나 힘들 텐데
왜 계속 사랑하니 난 어떻게 너에게
갚을 줄 몰라서 이 노랠 만들었어

너의 그 마음 흘린 그 눈물 그 모든 것 다 잊지 않을게

Romanization:

eotteoke malhal jil mollaseo eotteon mallodo mojaraseo
amu maldo hal su eobseosseo neomuna gomawoseo eotteokhal jul mollaseo

wae naega joheun geonji i manheun saram junge nareul goreun geonji
nan haejul su inneun ge neomu mojaraseo i norael mandeureosseo

So I thank you thank you thank you
And I love you love you love you

nan amugeotdo motaejwonneunde
neon kkeuteobsi jugiman haneunde wae

So I thank you thank you thank you

And I love you love you love you

niga bonaejun sarang ttaemune
naega yeogi seoisseo ireoke

nareul saranghamyeo saneun ge neomuna himdeungeol aneunde
neoneun gyesok geu jarieseo byeonhameobsi seoisseo ojik nareul wihaeseo

wae doraseojil annni neomuna himdeul tende
wae gyesok saranghani nan eotteoke neoege
gapeul jul mollaseo i norael mandeureosseo

neoui geu maeum heullin geu nunmul geu modeun geot da itji anheulge

English Translation:

I didn’t know I was going to tell you like this
No words were enough
I couldn’t say anything
I was so thankful
I didn’t know what to do

Why do you like me
Why do you choose me among so many people
What I could do for you is so lacking
So I made this song for you

So I thank you thank you thank you
and I love you love you love you

I wasn’t able to do anything for you,
But you just keep on giving without stopping

So I thank you thank you thank you
and I love you love you love you

Because of the love you gave me,
I’m standing here like this

I know how difficult it is
to live while loving me

But you keep standing in that place
without any change
Just for me

Why don’t you turn around
It must be so tiring for you, why do keep loving me
I didn’t know how to repay you again
So I made this song

So I thank you thank you thank you
and I love you love you love you

I wasn’t able to do anything for you,
But you just keep on giving without stopping

So I thank you thank you thank you
and I love you love you love you

Because of the love you gave me,
I’m standing here like this

That heart of yours,
The tears you cried,
All that, I.won’t.for.get.it.

So I thank you thank you thank you
and I love you love you love you

I wasn’t able to do anything for you,
But you just keep on giving without stopping

So I thank you thank you thank you
and I love you love you love you

Because of the love you gave me,
I’m standing here like this

credits to: gasazip + koreanbanget +hyoraeva +arfiasta

AJ (BEAST) Wipe The Tears

눈물을 닦고 (Wiping the Tears)

listen, AJ gonna sing this song for love
to have her back
man, do it for love to get her back
you know what i'm saying
ok, let's go

geudehga nehgeh sunmoolhan mokgulin neh mok eh still
heh malgeh ootdun moseubeun neh gaseum sok ehsuh still
sarang handan maleun yuhjunhi neh mam sok eh still
geudehro issuh nan nuhleul itji mot heh

jaggooman uhgeutnaneun ni moseubeul bol ddehmyun
na ehgeh nuhmoona keun sangchuhman dwel boonya
gaseumi apawa nuhman senggak hamyun nan
nun jungmal mot dwen saram gatta

ni ulgool dduh ohllimyun nan hansoomman nawa
dduhnalgga mam jolimyuh jineh ohn shigandeul
ijehneun maleul malleh nuh ehgeh malhalleh
saranghan gi uk da gajyuhga

na ehgeh nuhmoo nuhmoo nuhmoo nuhmoo jalheh jalheh jalheh jwuhtdun
nuhneun uhdi gatni (uhdiro)
na ehgeh nuhmoo nuhmoo nuhmoo nuhmoo jalheh jalheh jwuhtdun
nuhneun jigeum uhdi itni (nun jigeum uhdi eh)

heureuneun noonmooleul dakgo (noonmooleul dakgo)
dashi ddo noonmooleul dakgo (seulpeumeh jamgyuh)
heureuneun noonmooleul dakgo
dashi ddo noonmooleul dakgo

[rap] ma boos~ baby girl, nan jookutda ggehdo itji mot heh
niga nehgeh hetdun mal junboo da itji mot heh
ijutda senggak hani uhjjuhmyun geuri janin hani
dan hanbundo han soon gando ijuhbonjuk ubssuh nuhlan jonjeh

banhan guseun ubssuh
you are fantasy, my melody, my remedy, my favorite
jigeumdo neh junboo
you mean everything to me, i'll give anything you want
nehgeh dashi dollawa
let me hold you down, you should let me love you again

ni ulgool dduh ohllimyun nan hansoomman nawa
dduhnalgga mam jolimyuh jineh ohn shigandeul
ijehneun maleul malleh nuh ehgeh malhalleh
saranghan gi uk da gajyuhga

na ehgeh nuhmoo nuhmoo nuhmoo nuhmoo jalheh jalheh jalheh jwuhtdun
nuhneun uhdi gatni (uhdiro)
na ehgeh nuhmoo nuhmoo nuhmoo nuhmoo jalheh jalheh jwuhtdun
nuhneun jigeum uhdi itni (nun jigeum uhdi eh)

heureuneun noonmooleul dakgo (noonmooleul dakgo)
dashi ddo noonmooleul dakgo (seulpeumeh jamgyuh)
heureuneun noonmooleul dakgo
dashi ddo noonmooleul dakgo

sarangi junboo injoolloman middutdun nehga miwuhjilyuh heh
na babo gattado nul hyanghan neh mameun modoo jinshimin gul

na ehgeh nuhmoo nuhmoo nuhmoo nuhmoo jalheh jalheh jalheh jwuhtdun
nuhneun uhdi gatni (uhdiro)
na ehgeh nuhmoo nuhmoo nuhmoo nuhmoo jalheh jalheh jwuhtdun
nuhneun jigeum uhdi itni (nun jigeum uhdi eh)

heureuneun noonmooleul dakgo (noonmooleul dakgo)
dashi ddo noonmooleul dakgo (seulpeumeh jamgyuh)
heureuneun noonmooleul dakgo
dashi ddo noonmooleul dakgo

TRANSLATION
listen, AJ gonna sing this song for love to have her back
man, do it for love to get her back
you know i'm saying
ok, let's go

the necklace that you gave me, on my neck, still
the image of you smiling brightly, in my heart, still
the words 'i love you', always in my heart, still
i'm still like this, i can't forget you

every time i see your passing image
it becomes a great pain to me
my heart hurts just thinking about you
i think i'm a really bad person

when i bring up the image of your face, i just sigh
worrying about if i should leave, the times we've had
i want to say it now, i want to tell you now
all the memories of love, take them

you who treated me so so so so well well well
where did you go (where)
you who treated me so so so so well well
where are you now (where are you now)

wipe away the flowing tears (wipe the tears)
again, wipe the tears (locked in sadness)
wipe away the flowing tears
again, wipe the tears

[rap] ma boos~ baby girl, even if i die and wake up again, i can't forget you
i can't forget all the words you've said to me
forgetting, then remembering.. how could it be so severe
not once, not for a moment, i haven't forgotten your existence

nothing has changed
you are fantasy, my melody, my remedy, my favorite
you're still my all
you mean everything to me, i'll give anything you want
come back to me
let me hold you down, you should let me love you again

when i bring up the image of your face, i just sigh
worrying about if i should leave, the times we've had
i want to say it now, i want to tell you now
all the memories of love, take them

you who treated me so so so so well well well
where did you go (where)
you who treated me so so so so well well
where are you now (where are you now)

wipe away the flowing tears (wipe the tears)
again, wipe the tears (locked in sadness)
wipe away the flowing tears
again, wipe the tears

i'm starting to hate myself, who believed that love was everything
though i seem like a fool, my heart that's leaning towards you is sincere

you who treated me so so so so well well well
where did you go (where)
you who treated me so so so so well well
where are you now (where are you now)

wipe away the flowing tears (wipe the tears)
again, wipe the tears (locked in sadness)
wipe away the flowing tears
again, wipe the tears



SPECIAL by BEAST

BEAST - Special Lyrics with English translations

ROMANIZATION
*Special*

Yeah don’t be scared baby
Atom bomb is coming

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

Bounce me oh oh oh Bounce me oh oh oh
Bounce me oh oh oh Every time I special
Bounce me oh oh oh Bounce me oh oh oh
Bounce me oh oh oh Every time I special

nan eonjena kkalkkeumhan fashion ni mam-eul salojab-eul motion
neocheoleom bichnaneun my eyes
I got so much luv luv
nan ppeonppeonhan aedeulgwaneun dalla nae pyohyeon-eun nuguboda ppalla
nae nunbich-eun neol hyanghae bling bilng
U make me feel alive alive

Babe amuleon uisimjocha hajima yeah~
nan dalla dalla hey girl neowa na ije let's go
I got U lady geuleohge anj-a issji malgo naleul hyanghae ni mam-eul deonjyeobwa

naega neoui special special special guy uwo-eo ~
neon namanbogo ttalawa
ulin hangsang special special special jakku heundeul-eo
neon naege ppajigo ni meolis-sog-eun nalo kkwag cha

uliui feeling f feeling neoneun burning b burning
naege coming c coming yo every time I special
jamkkanman waiting w waiting neoneun panic p panic
naege crazy crazy yo every time I special

neoleul hyanghaeganeun quick step! nae salang-eun eonjena non-stop!
neol boneun gaseum-i pop! pop!
I got so much luv luv
neol neomboneun namjadeul-i manh-ahajiman neol jal molla
nan hanaman bwado al-a
U make me feel alive alive

Babe amuleon uisimjochahaji ma yeah~
nan dalla dalla hey girl neowa na ije let's go
I got U lady geuleohge anj-a issji malgo naleul hyanghae ni mam-eul deonjyeobwa

naega neoui special special special guy uwo-eo ~
neon namanbogo ttalawa
ulin hangsang special special special jakku heundeul-eo
neon naege ppajigo ni meolis-sog-eun nalo kkwag cha


What up represent CUBE I’m the joker Watch me
So special guy is me we fly nan pyeongbeomhan aedeulgwa leveli dalla
Wow nunbusin neon my favorite style oh God
Let let let let let’s go

naegahaneun modeun geos-i neoleul hyanghan special
I got U lady geuleohge anj-a issji malgo naleul hyanghae ni mam-eul deonjyeobwa

naega neoui special special special guy uwo-eo ~
neon namanbogo ttalawa
ulin hangsang special special special jakku heundeul-eo
neon naege ppajigo ni meolis-sog-eun nalo kkwag cha

uliui feeling f feeling neoneun burning b burning
naege coming c coming yo every time I special
jamkkanman waiting w waiting neoneun panic p panic
naege crazy crazy yo every time I special

credits: 
Boo @ http://z10.invisionfree.com/b2uty & moouki@b2strising

TRANSLATIONS
*Special*

Yeah don't be scared baby
Atom bomb is coming

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

Bounce me oh oh oh Bounce me oh oh oh
Bounce me oh oh oh Every time I special
Bounce me oh oh oh Bounce me oh oh oh
Bounce me oh oh oh Every time I special

I always have neat FASHION, and heart-capturing MOTION
Sparkling like you MY EYES
I got so much love love
I'm different from those arrogant kids, my expression is faster than anyone else
My look for you BLING BLING
You make me feel alive alive

BABE don't have any doubts YEAH
I'm different different HEY GIRL you and me now LET'S GO
I GOT YOU LADY don't just sit there
Throw your heart for me

I'm your SPECIAL SPECIAL SPECIAL GUY whoa~
Just look at me and follow
We are always SPECIAL SPECIAL SPECIAL keep shaking
You fall for me and your head is full of thoughts of me

Our FEELING FEELING, you are BURNING BURNING
I am COMING COMING YO EVERY TIME I SPECIAL
Wait a minute WAITING WAITING you are PANIC PANIC
I am CRAZY CRAZY YO EVERY TIME I SPECIAL

For you QUICK STEP! My love is always NON-STOP!
When I see you my chest goes POP! POP!
I GOT SO MUCH LOVE LOVE
There are many guys who look at you but you don't know
I know by just one look
U MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE ALIVE

BABE don't have any doubts YEAH
I'm different different HEY GIRL you and me now LET'S GO
I GOT YOU LADY don't just sit there
Throw your heart for me

I'm your SPECIAL SPECIAL SPECIAL GUY whoa~
Just look at me and follow
We are always SPECIAL SPECIAL SPECIAL keep shaking
You fall for me and your head is full of thoughts of me

What up represent CUBE I'm the joker, watch me
SO SPECIAL GUY IS ME WE FLY My level is different than normal guys
WOW you're so bright MY FAVORITE STYLE OH GOD
LET LET LET LET LET'S GO

Everything I do is for you SPECIAL
I GOT U LADY don't just sit there
Throw your heart for me

I'm your SPECIAL SPECIAL SPECIAL GUY whoa~
Just look at me and follow
We are always SPECIAL SPECIAL SPECIAL keep shaking
You fall for me and your head is full of thoughts of me

Our FEELING FEELING, you are BURNING BURNING
I am COMING COMING YO EVERY TIME I SPECIAL
Wait a minute WAITING WAITING you are PANIC PANIC
I am CRAZY CRAZY YO EVERY TIME I SPECIAL

credits: 
Desrae @ soompi


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