This Is Serious! I don't Know guys!!!

He's not online yet! But I'm scared! What did I send him just now!!!? I don't know!!! Well yeah I got to do something to know him well but I think that was the most stupidest Idea that a human might come up with! Such a dumb! All I wanted to do is to know him better so that I won't be in love with him without knowing the truth but now! I don't know! I might be so damn stupid to think it that way! There's no way that he might be reading this, coz I don't put my blog in FB anymore but if he happens to read this, please don't laugh~ This is so not me! Asking it from a guy that I barely meet! Wah! Scary! this is scarier than having a fight with pieju!!! Oh no this 100% scarier than that!

Keep refreshing my profile to see whether he see that stupid message of mine! He got so many fans but why do am I so stupid??! Owh! You big fat Girl! You're supposed to let it go! He's not in your league! He's beyond it! but he's so cute! I just want to take him home and put him in a clear crystal box! Pervert!!!! oooo what to do? he didn't come to our last gathering last week! TT waiting to see him! I finally able to talk with his friends thanks to Fuzaa but! I don't know! Why is he so cute all of a sudden! He's not really my type but that's the problem!!! I'm going crazy over him!!! So cute! Well not as cute as Junhyung-oppa but still!!! 

I'm losing it TT TT TT!!!

Somebody! HELP!!!

Beast 1st Japanese Full Album!!!! So BEAST!

Yes they have been there!!! Love all new Tracks!!! I know I sound so late since it was released last five days (11/08/11) but still! I love them! The songs are tremendously great as always! Can't wait for the Fiction Jap Ver. MV to come out this 18th! Junhyung although Hara owns you but I still love you keke...

And this 19th, MYB2UTY will be having our next gathering for Buka Puasa. So happy! I'm gonna see him again~ hmm happy puasa! since lots of you know.. I love Puasa time! hearing this from me is not weird huh...

hmm wait what to do when you realised that you like someone but it seems impossible to be with him or her? Well the correct answer would be "just go and tell" or "be brave" or "He/She might like you too" but if it's the other way? hmm I don't know! I'm not that brave anymore, since my past experience doesn't look so beautiful.

Well I got a pic of myself and here it is!

me and my new sweater!!! Gift from my Adenin!

hehehe... it seems like forever that I post my picture here, 0h well not so beautiful girl I am.. that's why. here is one present from my other two friends

His name is Ninjun! See He's wearing my sweater tO0!

I'm going to be so happy if BEAST come again! hehe! that Ninjun will tO0!

bye-yeom!

Years of no NEWS~ but here I am!

Annyong! seems like I have been gone like years from my favourite site~ Sowie~ been working and it takes most of my energy. Well got good news! I have been owning the great Pink LG Lollipop for a bout 3 days now! so damn happy!

here's the view if you haven't seen them~

Nice right? so wanna have them since it came out about two years ago! it was branded by BigBang and 2NE1! so cute! wanted to explore more~ 

BTW~ I'm a fan of REDO now. A group of Malaysian Dancers who love to dance. They have been covering Infinite BTD, Mblaq Monalisa and Beast's Soom, Shock, and Fiction. You should have seen them a lot have you? my mind is going too fast now. I hope it slows down a bit... I can't type properly....  TT is this some kind of illness? I kept on going fast than my hands and my eyes, but it seems to slow, although I think it had been faster than me...

Thank GOD... it slows down... but I'm getting sleepy~ nite nite!