tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-70223176811379453802024-03-04T22:05:40.154-08:00A B2♥tyAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15588891080853043058noreply@blogger.comBlogger228125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7022317681137945380.post-47388607015695048372015-07-30T01:23:00.000-07:002015-07-30T01:23:00.321-07:00Eternally Part I and II (I realised people do read my blog! So sorry if I have not post anything than my rant)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Eternally (Part I & II)</span></b></div>
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<span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">No matter how strong a girl thinks she is, there is always a thing that cannot be reached. It has been awhile since I realized that. Going through every day life without realizing that I am weak. It has been weeks since I started this work as an English tutor for celebrities. Thought that they would not want to go further yet, most of them felt that it is important for them to learn English. A short stay that I planned a month ago did not go according to plan. Taking back to the time when they recruited me, make me smile out of nowhere. For days I’d stay in the café, drinking my favourite caffeine. Caramel Macchiato and hope to have some peace after long months of working in school and meeting people. I love the kids; I love the language but not the people that come with it. They tend to thing within the box, and simply cut out the kids probability in searching and discovering new things.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I decided to stay in Korea for a whole two months as my vacation said so. Since I rarely take any sick leave, the principal said it would not be a problem for me to do so. From two weeks of holiday, I was ask to extended it to two whole month and that was new. </span></span><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">As I spent most of my time in the café, it could've been said that I attract people to be cautious of me. Since I’d stay there for hours and only take my leave right before they closed it. In three days, all of the workers know me and my traits already, the fact I changed my place every time I came, the difference coffee that I’d order and the books length that I choose to read. It is not until he came and sat with me that things started to get a little bit fun.<br /><br />It was on my 5<span style="border: 0px; bottom: 1.4ex; font-size: 0.7em; line-height: 1; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; position: relative; vertical-align: baseline;">th</span> day there, when he came and sat in front of me as if it was his seat.</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I see you here for days already.. Do you really love this café? Are you on vacation?</i>” he asked.</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Me on the other hand was not even distracted by it, answered,</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">On Vacation. For two weeks. Yup, I love it here, the coffees are also good, why? Is it wrong?”</i> while my eyes stayed on the page I’m reading, when so sudden he flipped the page and said,</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You should talk while facing me, not while reading…</i>” and our eyes met.</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">To my surprised, not by his voice, cause I already sense that it’s him, but to the crowd with him. All six members of the KPOP Idol BEAST were seating surrounding me. While I know that we are conversing in fully Korean might not convinced them that I’m not Korean… I only look like one.</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I know, but I think it’s rude for you and your friend to so suddenly seat here. There are….</i>” I stopped when I realized, my seating was the only </span></span><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; line-height: 26.1333332061768px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">one </span><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 1.4; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">available . I do know that I took a large place for myself, they could have asked me to move instead of joining me…</span></div>
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<span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I know, but I’d rather not to disturb a reading elf.” s</i>aid the guy with his majestic blond pink hair to the shorter guy with black hair. </span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Junhyung-shi, I’m so capable of moving further if you’d only asked.”</i> I said. But then their drinks came and we ended up taking the conversation to a fullstop.</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You guys, just seat here, do you mind?</i>” he said.</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">No I don’t.</i>” continuing to read only to be stopped by another guy asking for my name.</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Hyunji. Korean name is Hyunji. My real name is not important</i>.” I said, as I flip another page of the Iron Fey Prophecy. </span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I admit I’m shocked to see them, but after years of being a B2uty, I find myself so composed in front of idols these days. Age is getting me I guess. It’s not weird anymore since this is where they hang out and have some rest.</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Hyunji-shi, how old are you? We look the same age though.</i>” said the maknae.</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">25, means I’m older than you a year I guess</i>” to their surprise.</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You know our age? Means you know us? No… you’re our B2uty right?</i>” said the shorter black haired guy.</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Gikwang-ah, that can be true.</i>” said their leader.</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Nope, not just a B2uty… I’m a JESTER</i>” I said flipping another page.</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Seriously?”</i> He asked.</span></span><br /><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“<i style="border: 0px; font-size: 18.6666660308838px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Yup. In fact I’m your fan since XING”</i> the six of them then cheers as if they won the world. While me on the other side was dueling with the greatness of Kitagawa’s novel. That was the day, my journey start and to my surprised it was also when I realised that I'm actually having fun in it.</span></span></div>
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<span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 14pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Days went by without me realizing how long it has been. They still come time to time and for a week or so things got out of hand. Scandals broke saying 6 idols of the same team dating the same girl. Yup, that girl is said to be me, the one who do nothing. I understand it that much because they came in relay instead of all of them guess they were busy or something. But I never think that it’ be possible anyway that we decided to ignore the news. Even their company said nothing and netizens attack me like I’m some kind of a call-girl… Then the boys think to themselves.</span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“We changed the place! We go somewhere else to meet Hyunji” said Gikwang.</span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“Not possible, we need to ensure that Hyunji follows. She won’t” said Dujun.</span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“Guys, I am here you know…” I said while continuing reading my next chapter. </span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“Are you okay Hyunji, I mean they cursed so much that even we got mad.” Said Dongwoon.</span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“Nope, nothing at all. They don’t know the truth that’s all. And telling the truth cost us our friendship so just let it be.” I answered back. As I look forward to see their faces, all six kinda have the same expressions.</span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“It’s our fault. We will do something. Hyunseung, Yoseob we can use our SNS” said Junhyung who has been staring at me for quite awhile. </span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“What are you staring at? Is there something on my face?” I asked as it bother me, to have someone staring blankly at me.</span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“I just, I’m just wondering how to settle this” he said looking at his friends.</span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">The next day a call came.</span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">‘Hyunji, watched the news’ said Yoseob.</span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I switched on my MacAir and open up a browser. I click on further until I found what Yoseob was telling me to watch.</span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">‘<b style="border: 0px; font-size: 21.3333358764648px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Yong Junhyung has started a new relationship and this he is sure she’s the one</b>’ the news starts with all six gathering at a café and talking to the MC. </span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“She’s my GF, the boys are helping me keeping her company. She’s not Korean so, she’s only gonna be here for 6 months or so, that’s why I put my all for her”</span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“She loves to read so much that she stayed at the same café for days. That’s why we always stay there to at least look after her for Junhyung.” Said Gikwang calmly.</span></span></span></span><br style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px;" /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.5600004196167px; line-height: 21.8400001525879px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: candara, sans-serif; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-size: 16pt; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Now since when I’m his GF? I can feel that people are looking. I look at the café manager and he understands. Her ushered me to another private room and I decided to wait for them to give me a very long explanation. Hours passed by and they all finally here but not alone. I can sense there are unwanted people came.</span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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It was so important for me to stand strong. I guess my way to look dependable make me feel so tired. But I want to be there when I should be there for them no matter when for these two last year. The thing is courage. I tend to get emotional and make things more difficult. Thus my courage to stand strong is getting weaker than ever. I used to despised them so much before, but now I guess that feeling is turn into something call love. I care so much that I feel responsible for everything they might done. Maybe it is too drastic to call them my soul-mates but these friends are definitely in that category. I can say, do and act anything in front of them and they will accept and critised me for that. It is all that I need as the oldest one. I might not be the most matured one in this group, but still I can be the most dependable one, right? For me to continue to be one, I always ask for their opinions. They never realised it actually. Only by being something different will provoke them to show me their true feelings. That's why I am so grateful to them. Allah is the only One I can turn to, to help me, give me strength and ideas to be sure of myself.<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15588891080853043058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7022317681137945380.post-5550930647439778992015-06-01T00:47:00.001-07:002015-06-01T00:47:58.590-07:00I never got over you<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Bang Myungsoo, a webtoon creator fell in love again with his soulmate Kim Soojin, a clueless movie Director. But it is all what life potray, you fell with someone you have seen your whole life. And it become the most treasured time just because it's love.Some even say love strat anywhere, anytime with anyone it want. Though people try to control the thing call love, but no one has manage to do it, except the love for Him. For Him the love can be send in a massive value or the minimalist. But for me, the love for Him should not be measured, cause He never measure His love towards us, He gives love endlessly and it always cherish us even after death, then why do we could even think to not love Him...? We say we human are weak, but at the same time we say he perfected us as creatures whom roam freely the world He created. I would never imagine what it would be like.... to loose the love He give....</div>
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This
is the very first time, I say this in the blog. I am afraid of the future lies
in front of me. I will never be able to trust people whom I used to trust.
Probably too much dramas cause this stupid indictment but I feel deep down in
my heart that I am just some trained slave to be used in the future. As a slave
I have no space for complaining or asking what so ever. All I have to do is
listen, study and embrace what comes ahead. Not knowing whether it’ll be a good
thing for my future or not. To tell the truth, I am still studying for my
Bachelor in Education. It cause me already 4 years and I have two years left. I
am blessed the government decide to fund my studies. They gave me quite a
handful of money compared to the other students. It is a large sum I think,
since it is only for our accommodation and living expenses. But not for an exam
fee which we then told to pay with that particular money they gave. Fine, we
understand. Then a storm strike. My course was supposed to be continued in the
country where the native speakers are, yet suddenly we were told that this
batch will not be going since they are lack with money. Still I was happy because
we manage to take an exam not equal but suffix to enter the higher education. Yes
the same thing happen. I also need to pay for this one. Adding up the amount
from the previous exam it was less than RM 1000. So we decided to claim when we
found out that the previous batch who went to that country didn’t have to pay. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Then
a letter was made. With careful and full of responsibilities we sent it to the higher
authority. The wait began. A year later, our junior got the payment. But we? Don’t
ask. We cried blood and tears yet everyone said we are not under their concern.
“You were shift to another department and you jump a year for the claim to be
paid”. Really? I thought a shift wouldn’t make such different. Since they
should be holding to previous funds from the old the department. Or should they
not? How does the government work? Why would such differences come? Why us? I
still remember when we dutched our money to help each other. We were not the
smallest batch but the weakest I guess. People can ask us to do anything they
want but we never complain. They said we should be grateful that the government
helped you. Yes they did. I won’t say that it wasn’t enough. But it is worth it
to hurt our feelings like this? We fought with our teachers, they fought among
themselves and people never knew how painful it was to have such argument. So then
we decided to do this the old fashion way. Parent. We discussed and wrote
letter of inquiry and signed by our parent. The letters were almost there when
so suddenly the teachers decided to help us without our acknowledgement which
resulting in more fights. They want to claim only for the second exam. Which led
me to write this.<o:p></o:p></div>
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They
said facts has shown that anyone who go against the country will be blacklisted.
I wonder why? Not just that a storm of difficulties will happen to us just
because we sent a letter of inquiry asking for the current condition of our
course, but your whole family will be jeopardised. Are we enemies of the
country? We are just the citizen who have right to speak. I will never
understand the truth about this country whom never seems to show me what a
great country it really is. All I ever heard was the government is taking advantages,
the opposition is doing the same. So which part of this country really is good?
All I ever know was, once you say no, they will always say no. I felt betrayed.
Honestly does it need for such thing to happen? I can never trust the
government anymore. I guess I lost my trust in them. But I’m feeling so down
because it happen on a cause of money. No
one seems to understand our feelings. They manage to break us apart and I can’t
do anything at all. Now I understand why this country is sometime corrupted. Yes
I’m not a dean list students who can achieve 4.0 CGPA, I’m not studying
doctorate, or architecture or even philosopher. But I am one of the future
stems who will colour this country. I am one the future human being who will
teach the future generations. And what should I tell them. I am sorry for this
long text of mine, but I am so heartbroken with the fact that we the citizen
did not have the right that they proclaimed we had. <o:p></o:p></div>
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seen so much problems. Some within myself. I just wished that I am brave enough
to see the truth until the end. I should have been braver, but now being an
adult makes me a coward. I don’t see myself as the old, young me anymore. All I
see is someone who talks at the back and lay low, to have a better and quiet
life. Which deep in heart tells me that this is wrong.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A Student
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It was like forever. The very first time he flew into my life. It was definitely a true miracle way... Still I can't seem to forget his words..."I'm coming back. So stay put, just wait!" Every one nick named him as Peter Pan, a guy who never want to grow up. I was the only one who saw for what he meant. I want to see him again. I want him to look at me again, to search for, to miss me and to love me as he always did.<br />
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"Beorllae!!!!" he screamed at the sight of that small thing.</div>
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All of our classmates were there already. There are a lot of people who assume that we went to that school for fun, but actually we were in HELL! Training to be the best fairy tales protector was more than effort. For Han, I guess it was easy. He was born with such great genes. His mom was Alice and his dad was the great Oz himself. Being a child in such great line wouldn't be hard on him. In fact all boys have the straight great way as they will always be the one who save people and became the main characters. In this class there are only 12 of them Each can take any tales they want. Everyone want Han to take care the Little Prince as his image suits the story. Yet he is too naughty to be one. I was just hoping that I'll be anywhere Han is. </div>
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As I was doing my own work as the dusty-flying Tinkerbell, one of the lost boy call me and said they heard a song. A group of grown children calling themselves as EXO sang the song. He sent me the song. But I rather took more time to realised what was happening. 12 boys were put in the same big group. They were separate at first but now who knows. The lost boy sent me their profile as he kept on saying that it is essential for me to know these boys. The very first I saw all 12 of them was when the very same lost boy called them to greet me. It was when I wish that I'd should have not meet them. </div>
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All 12 of them were all in my class twenty years ago. The record did said some of them were discharged form the task as they did so poorly and sent to live as normal beings. But I never knew that all 12 of them were cut. Especially Han, whom I thought is still at the school learning how to be a fairy tale protector... </div>
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I had my last paper for my 2nd semester that day. All morning I was so nervous knowing that I had to Ace this paper or I'm doom... All I kept thinking about was, I need to get the words and letters right, it's Deutsch after all. For a fixed two hours I finished the paper. We then went for a little celebration of our own. KFC a great dine place it was, as it has always been. But most of us see how bothered I was. How excited I was, How active I was...<br />
YES! I had that chance! I went for the AIA concert held in Indoor Putra Bukit Jalil Stadium. I had the rockzone ticket left. Junhyung used to dance more on the right, but yet my heart told me to take the left side and it was right! it was not as crowded as the right side and I got to see him upclose. it was the day of my life. Until now his face lingers in my head! i can't believe that I'm still like this after so many years.. I end my day for now... see you again Yong Junhyung-shi!</div>
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via B2STRising<br /><br /><br />[두준] 충분히 생각해봤니 지금 네가 뱉은 말은<br />[DJ] <em>chungbunhi saenggakhaebwattni jigeum niga baeteun maleun</em><br />[DJ] Have you given that thought some time? The words you just spat at me<br /><br />쉽게 되돌릴 수 없단 것도 알고 있니<br /><em>shipge dwiddollil su eobtdan geootdo algo ittni</em><br />Do you know that those are words you can’t easily turn back?<br /><br /><br /><br />[기광] 미안해하는 네 표정 그런 슬픈 얼굴 싫어 어쩌면<br />[KK] <em>mianhaehaneun ni pyojeong geureon seulpeun eolgul shireo eojjeomyeon</em><br />[KK] Your apologetic expression, I don’t like that sad face<br /><br />마지막일지도 모르는데 좀 웃어줘<br /><em>majimakiljido moreuneundde jom useojwo</em><br />This could be the end for us, please just smile<br /><br /><br /><br />[현승] 너 없는 나보다 나 없는 네가 혼자선 아무것도 잘 못하는<br />[HS] <em>neo eobtneun naboda na eobtneun niga honjaseon amugeotdo jalmothaneun</em><br />[HS] Me without you over you without me, Not being able to do anything on my own<br /><br />네가 난 너무나 걱정돼<br /><em>niga nan neomuna keokjeongdwae</em><br />I worry about myself if anything<br /><br /><br /><br />[동운] 정말 괜찮겠니 내가 네 옆에 없어도<br />[DW] <em>jeongmal gwaenchangettni naegani yeope eobseodo</em><br />[DW] Will you really be alright? Even when I am not next to you<br /><br />외로움 많이 타는 네가 혼자가 돼 버려도 넌<br /><em>wiro-um manhi taneun niga honjaga dwae beoryeodo neon</em><br />You, who gets lonely so often, Even if you are alone from now<br /><br /><br /><br />[요섭] 정말 괜찮겠니 가끔은 너와 다퉈 줄<br />[YS] <em>jeongmal gwaenchangettni gakkeumeun neowa datwojul</em><br />[YS] Will you really be alright? Not having someone to fight with you<br /><br />실 없는 농담으로 너와 웃어줄 사람 없어도 너만 괜찮다면<br /><em>shil eobtneun nongdameuro neowa useojul saram eobseodo neoman gwaenchanhdamyeon</em><br />Not having someone to laugh with you over pointless jokes, Not having that person, if that’s okay with you<br /><br /><br /><br />[준형] Think of it twice 다시 잘 생각해 봐<br />[JH] <em>Think of it twice dashi jal saenggakhae bwa</em><br />[JH] Think of it twice, think about it again<br /><br />(If you leave me) 내가 없어도 정말 괜찮을까 네가<br />(If you leave me) <em>naega eobseodo jeongmal gwaenchanheulkka niga</em><br />(If you leave me) Without me, will you really be alright?<br /><br />넌 나 없인 모든 게 너무 서투니까<br /><em>neon na eobshin modeun ge neomu seotunikka</em><br />Without me you are so clumsy with everything<br /><br />내가 알고 있는 넌 어린애 같으니까<br /><em>naega algo ittneun neon eorinae gateunikka</em><br />The you I know is so childlike<br /><br />Where are you going? Why you wanna go?<br /><br />어딜 가려고 Oh, Oh 왜 가려고<br /><em>eodil galyeogo Oh, Oh wae galyeogo</em><br />Where are you trying to go? Oh, Oh Why are you trying to go?<br /><br />그러다 끝내 울음이 터진 너 이런 너 보고 어떻게 널<br /><em>geureoda kkeutnae ureumi teojin neo ireon neo bogo eotteohke neol</em><br />You finally burst into tears in front of me, Seeing you like this how am I supposed to<br /><br />보낼 수 있겠어 많이 흐트러질 텐데 너<br /><em>bonael su ittgesseo manhi heuteureojil tende neo</em><br />Send you away? You are really going to lose it<br /><br /><br /><br />[현승] 너 없는 나보다 나 없는 네가 혼자선 아무것도 잘 못하는<br />[HS] <em>neo eobtneun na boda na eobtneun niga honjaseon amugeotdo jal mothaneun</em><br />[HS] Me without you over you without me, Not being able to do anything on my own<br /><br />네가 난 너무나 걱정돼<br /><em>niga nan neoomuna keokjeongdwae</em><br />I worry about myself if anything<br /><br /><br /><br />[동운] 정말 괜찮겠니 내가 네 옆에 없어도<br />[DW] <em>jeongmal gwaenchanhgettni naega ni yeope eobseodo</em><br />[DW] Will you really be alright? Even when I am not next to you<br /><br />외로움 많이 타는 네가 혼자가 돼 버려도 넌<br /><em>wiro-um manhi taneun niga honjaga dwae beoryeodo neon</em><br />You, who gets lonely so often, Even if you are alone from now<br /><br /><br />[요섭] 정말 괜찮겠니 가끔은 너와 다퉈 줄<br />[YS]<em> jeongmal gwaenchangettni gakkeumeun neowa datwojul</em><br />[YS] Will you really be alright? Not having someone to fight with you<br /><br />실 없는 농담으로 너와 웃어줄 사람 없어도 너만 괜찮다면<br /><em>shil eobtneun nongdameuro neowa useojul saram eobseodo neoman gwaenchanhdamyeon</em><br />Not having someone to laugh with you over pointless jokes, Not having that person, if that’s okay with you<br /><br /><br /><br />[기광] 조금 이기적이어도 돼<br />[KK] <em>jogeum igijeoki-eodo dwae</em><br />[KK] You can be a little selfish<br /><br />[두준] 네가 나를 떠나서도 힘들지 않을 수 있을 때까지<br />[DJ] <em>niga nareul ddeonaseodo himdeulji anheul su isseul ddaekkaji</em><br />[DJ] Even after you leave me<br />So that you won’t have any difficulties<br /><br />더 머물러도 돼<br /><em>deo meomulleodo dwae</em><br />You can linger a little longer<br /><br /><br /><br />[준형] Stay with me baby. Stay with me baby<br />Don’t go. Don’t leave me baby. Take ma hand<br />Stay with me baby, Stay with me baby<br />Don’t go. Don’t leave me baby<br /><br /><br /><br />[동운] 정말 괜찮겠니 내가 네 옆에 없어도<br />[DW] <em>jeongmal gwaenchanhgettni naega ni yeope eobseodo</em><br />[DW] Will you really be alright? Even when I am not next to you<br /><br />외로움 많이 타는 네가 혼자가 돼 버려도 넌<br /><em>wiro-um manhi taneun niga honjaga dwae beoryeodo neon</em><br />You, who gets lonely so often, Even if you are alone from now<br /><br /><br /><br />[요섭] 정말 괜찮겠니 가끔은 너와 다퉈 줄<br />[YS] <em>jeongmal gwaenchangettni gakkeumeun neowa datwojul</em><br />[YS] Will you really be alright? Not having someone to fight with you<br /><br />실 없는 농담으로 너와 웃어줄 사람 없어도 너만 괜찮다면<br /><em>shil eobtneun nongdameuro neowa useojul saram eobseodo neoman gwaenchanhdamyeon</em><br />Not having someone to laugh with you over pointless jokes, Not having that person, if that’s okay with you<br /><br /><br /><br />CREDITS:<br />
Hangul: Mnet<br />
Romanization: simpleandpink @ B2STRISING<br />
English: YONGISM @ B2STRISING</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15588891080853043058noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7022317681137945380.post-8914263415861939852013-03-01T03:05:00.001-08:002015-06-01T00:50:52.814-07:00I miss....<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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It's been a while peeps... Miss me? I bet no. hihihi. How's life? It's March 2013 already and I am perfectly fine with some additional fatties here and there. hihi. It's hard to stay healthy. Trying not that hard though.<br />
Today, I suddenly miss some people. 1st would be my Grandparent. I didn't have a lot of time with my grandma while she was here, but I know she was such a great woman, as she been able to raise my dad and his other 7 siblings. But I could tell you the truth, I really miss my grandpa. He was definitely the best idol I've ever love. Some say their parent re their most motivated reason, but for me it is truly my grandpa. He was the one who guided me when everything before me collapse. He stayed always next to me when I was in such deep sadness. I'm not saying that my parent neglected me, because they never did it. They do love me and I feel so blessed to have them as my parent, it's just that I rarely show this weak vulnerable side of me in front of them. But my grandpa always saw that. I truly miss him today. Atuk I still remember your face but your voice klingt so weird to me now... I must have mess it up with toktan, since the two of you are cousin. I still remember your scent. Dad smell just like you, and it makes me realised that dad is just like you.<br />
(Atuk, along takut. Along rasa along tak jadi cucu yang macam atuk nak, along takut, along tak jumpa atuk nanti kat sana. Maafkan along sbb tak jadi sama macam yang atuk nak. Along rindu kat atuk sangat-sangat, Tok tan ngan Tok ne, sihat. Along janji along akan jaga mereka baik-baik. Mak ngan engku jugak. Atuk along tawu ape yang along tulis nie pelik, tapi kalu Allah benarkan, along nak jumpa atuk dulu sebelum engku ngan mak. Atuk mesti marah kalu along cakap macam ni dulu...)<br />
I wrote them in Malay coz i felt heavier to write in English. Tears are pouring like rain... I called my mom just twenty minutes before I started this post.<br />
2nd is Im Yoon Taek. Ulala Session's Leader who died fighting cancer. I'd say only that.<br />
Sometimes people do ask me, when are you ever going to have a boyfriend. I don't know. I'm waiting.<br />
To end this post I'm gonna proposed for you guys to hear an song from TVXQ.. The old five members TVXQ. The song is I'll be there. It's a good song.</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15588891080853043058noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7022317681137945380.post-91462795588242897792012-12-03T00:51:00.001-08:002012-12-03T01:09:29.752-08:00Bunkface, KPOP, RESPECT<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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It's too weird for me to say this out loud. What is wrong with having different taste in music? In the old days, people tend to say having to be differ is good. Unsupporting doesn't mean hate right? So much things have cause chaos and yet people nowdays tend to look over the right things. Whether you love M-POP, J-POP or K-POP it is up to you. I respect each of your choice. So the big question is now, where is your respect towards other?<br />
Like this local Band. Bunkface. Seriously? I WAS a fan to tell you the truth. I still remember some of their old songs, but now it has turn to ashes. They are disrecpectful towards other is just bewildered. Why do you need to talk about the things that you're not even sure? Those Idols that we Kpoppers love are equally work hard when it comes to music. They practice and practice. Same as Bunkface. You practice your chords, so they also practice dancing and singing simultaneously.<br />
If they can learn to sing in Malay just to show how respectful they are towards their fans, I think it is not wrong if you do the same towards other. So if you don't like such music, would you just blurt it out without considering how much effort they have give? If I were you, I'd said the other way. Mybe I'm not working hard enough, or maybe my music is too different or maybe I didn't show much passion.. I will work harder. A musician is supposed to be open minded about other. They don't go around and talk bullshit about another people's hardwork. What should be done is to see, why can't you be as good as them, what is the reason for your music to unsupported by your own people? Just take a sip and think for awhile... I still remember watching some local music competition, I didn't bother to listen because I can hear properly what they were singing. I love music, no matter which country I try to listen and digest the good work, but if you scream or mumble the words how you expect listeners to like your music. Saying that KPOP artist do plastic surgery. Yes it is wrong. But not every single KPOP singers do it. Only some. How about local artist? The muslims coloured their hair to look what? The muslimah wears unappropriate outfit, again for what? I hate to say this but don't talk as if you are the only one that is right. Yes they come here and take you money, so do you think we paid their plane tickets too? No! What we pay only for the numbers of songs they sang and danced. It is the same with local going international. Soon if Malaysian music goes globally, won't this happen to us too? Don't you think that the foreigners will ask you to NOT perform in their country because they only supported their local bands? Think about it wisely. By letting them coming also opens a way for us to go in theirs. Pop Shuvit manage to go to Japan, Mizz Nina too. Even Shila Hamzah is appreciated by others but do they go around and talk bad things about other? NO! Don't you excuses like our local bands are dying and ect.<br />
I really hope that thing will get better, trust me this KPOP wave will end soon. They won't be hurting you, but if don't find ways to be better, than no matter which wave from which country come, you will still be unsupported.</div>
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<span style="color: white;"><b>Yoseob – You Don’t Know Lyrics<br /><br />English Translation:<br /><br />All day you linger in my eyes<br />Because of you, I can’t do anything<br />You even appear in my dreams shaking me up<br />When I wake up, I search around looking for you<br /><br />When I see pretty clothes walking down the street, I keep thinking of you<br />When I’m eating tasty foods I (I think of you)<br />On a good sunny day like today<br />A date with the beautiful you (How sweet would that be?)<br /><br />You don’t know that I’m like this<br />I can’t move close because you are so much more than me<br />However, even if you don’t know<br />Regardless of the fact that I can’t express my heart, I can’t stop myself<br /><br />Everything looks different<br />Because of you, Woo Hoo<br />Even the gentle breeze excites me<br /><br />When I look at couples on the street, I keep thinking of you<br />When it’s the free weekend I (I think of you)<br />On a good sunny day like today<br />A date with the beautiful you (How sweet would that be?)<br /><br />You don’t know that I’m like this<br />I can’t move close because you are so much more than me<br />However, even if you don’t know<br />Regardless of the fact that I can’t express my heart, I can’t stop myself<br /><br />You don’t know this love that I started on my own<br />But because I long for it so much, I believe that it will come true<br /><br />You don’t know that I’m like this<br />I can’t move close because you are so much more than me<br />However, even if you don’t know<br />Regardless of the fact that I can’t express my heart, I can’t stop myself<br />Romanized:<br /><br />Haru jongil geudaega nune areungeoryeoyo<br />Geudae ttaemune amugeotdo hal suga eobtjyo<br />Kkumsogekkajido natanaseo nal heundeureo nonneyo<br />Kkaeeonamyeon geudael chaja hemaegon hajyo<br /><br />Gireul geotdaga yeppeun oseul bwado nan geudaega jakku tteoolla<br />Masinneun eumsigeul meogeul ttaedo nan (geudaega tteoolla)<br />Oneulgachi haessari joheun nal<br />Areumdaun geudaewaui deiteuneun (eolmana dalkomhalkkayo?)<br /><br />Ireon nal geudaeneun moreujyo<br />Naegen neomu gwabunhan dangsiniraseo daga gal sujocha eobseo<br />Hajiman geudaega mollado<br />Nae mam jeonhal su eopdago haedo nan meomchul suga eomneyo<br /><br />Modeun geotdeuri saeropge boyeoyo<br />Because of you, woo hoo<br />Euneunhan baramkkaji nal seollege hae<br /><br />Georiui yeonindeureul bwado nan geudaega jakku tteoolla<br />Hal il eomneun jumari doedo nan (geudaega tteoolla)<br />Oneulgachi haessari joheun nal<br />Areumdaun geudaewaui deiteuneun (eolmana dalkomhalkkayo?)<br /><br />Ireon nal geudaeneun moreujyo<br />Naegen neomu gwabunhan dangsiniraseo daga gal sujocha eobseo<br />Hajiman geudaega mollado<br />Nae mam jeonhal su eopdago haedo nan meomchul suga eomneyo<br /><br />Geudaeneun moreujyo nae maeumeul na honja sijakhan sarangeul<br />Ganjeolhi wonhagie eonjengan irwojil geora mideoyo<br /><br />Ireon nal geudaeneun moreujyo<br />Naegen neomu gwabunhan dangsiniraseo daga gal sujocha eobseo<br />Hajiman geudaega mollado<br />Nae mam jeonhal su eopdago haedo nan meomchul suga eomneyo</b></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15588891080853043058noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7022317681137945380.post-47923883207993814492012-11-26T09:29:00.003-08:002012-11-26T09:33:13.557-08:00The First Collage- 04 Even I Did- Romanzation-Translation<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="color: yellow;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span">04 그래도 나는</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><b>Yoseob – Even Then I Lyrics<br /><br />English Translation:<br /><br />Even then I have to smile, this is the last time you will be seeing me<br />I will live on somehow, don’t worry about me and head back safely<br /><br />I’ve got you livin’ my soul<br />So that why the tears fall, I need to send you away now<br />No, don’t be sorry, you did good by leaving me<br /><br />But still you will think of me from time to time<br />Really from time to time, you will think of me<br />So how am I supposed to be doing well?<br />But still forget me forever<br /><br />Now farewell my love leaving me with only scars<br /><br />Even then I have to smile, this is the last time you will be seeing me<br />I will live on somehow, don’t worry about me and head back safely<br /><br />Touch of your skin is so real<br />Feeling through this endless night, my unfamiliar heart<br />Don’t even think about it, you did good by leaving me<br /><br />But still you will think of me from time to time<br />Really from time to time, you will think of me<br />So how am I supposed to be doing well?<br />But still forget me forever<br /><br />Now farewell my love leaving me with only scars<br /><br />Even then I have to smile, this is the last time you will be seeing me<br />I will live on somehow, don’t worry about me and head back safely<br /><br />The last face you will see of me (I should smile..)<br />Your last farewell (Even then I will, somehow…)<br />Romanized:<br /><br />Geuraedo naneun useoyagetjyo geudaega bol majimagil tende<br />Na eotteokedeun saragagetjyo singyeong sseuji malgo jal gaseyo<br /><br />I’ve got you livin’ my soul<br />Geuraeseo nunmuri najyo ijeneun bonaeyaji<br />Mianhaehaji marayo geudaega nareul tteonan geon neomu jal han irijyo<br /><br />Geuraedo gakkeumeun saenggagi nal tende<br />Gakkeumeun jeongmal saenggagi nagetjyo<br />Geuraeyo eotteoke naega jal jinaeyo<br />Geuraedo yeongwonhi ijeoyo<br /><br />Ije jal gayo sangcheoman namgyeojin nae sarang<br /><br />Geuraedo naneun useoyagetjyo geudaega bol majimagil tende<br />Na eotteokedeun saragagetjyo singyeong sseuji malgo jal gaseyo<br /><br />Touch of your skin is so real<br />Kkeuteobsi neukkyeojineun bam natseolji anheun naui mam<br />Saenggakdo haji marayo geudaega nareul tteonan geon neomu jal han iriya<br /><br />Geuraedo gakkeumeun saenggagi nal tende<br />Gakkeumeun jeongmal saenggagi nagetjyo<br />Geuraeyo eotteoke naega jal jinaeyo<br />Geuraedo yeongwonhi ijeoyo<br /><br />Ije jal gayo sangcheoman namgyeojin nae sarang<br /><br />Geuraedo naneun useoyagetjyo geudaega bol majimagil tende<br />Na eotteokedeun saragagetjyo singyeong sseuji malgo jal gaseyo<br /><br />Geudaega boneun majimak eolgul (useoyagetjyo)<br />Geudaega haneun majimak insa (geuraedo nan eotteokedeun…)</b></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15588891080853043058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7022317681137945380.post-52037994740104188382012-11-26T09:28:00.002-08:002012-11-26T09:32:01.355-08:00The First Collage- 03 Just do as you always did- Romanzation-Translation<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="color: yellow;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span">03 하던 대로 해</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><b>Yoseob – Just Do As You Always Did Lyrics<br /><br />English Translation:<br /><br />If time just stopped like this<br />If everything that happened turned into nothing when I opened my eyes<br />Shifting our heads because we can’t look at each other<br />There are two people, we are two people<br /><br />I just want to say a short greeting and give you a light kiss<br />As if this is not our last<br />As if we will be seeing each other again tomorrow<br /><br />Just do as you always did, I can just cry when we turn our backs<br />Just like this, goodbye, goodbye<br />Sending our sad farewells behind our backs<br /><br />Like our tears that flow whenever it wants<br />Tomorrow and the day after will flow by<br />Not knowing how much it’s going to hurt<br />There are two people, we are two people<br /><br />Easy farewells are like this, everyone does this once in their lifetime<br />Even in this very moment when you feel like you are going to die<br />You will forget everything when it passes<br /><br />Just do as you always did, I can just cry when we turn our backs<br />Just like this, goodbye, goodbye<br />Sending our sad farewells behind our backs<br /><br />Woo Woo Just do as you always did<br />I can just cry when we turn our backs<br />Just like this, goodbye, goodbye<br />Sending our sad farewells behind our backs<br /><br />Just do as you always did<br />Romanized:<br /><br />Idaero sigani jom meomchwojyeosseumyeon<br />Nun tteumyeon eopdeon il geureoke dwaesseumyeon<br />Nun majuchiji mot hae gogael tteolguneun<br />Du saram uri du saram<br /><br />Geunyang swipge jjarbeun insahago gabyeoun immatchumeul hae geurae<br />Machi majimagi anin geotcheoreom<br />Dasi tto tto naeil bol deusi<br /><br />Hadeon daero hae nunmureun dwi dora heullimyeon dwae<br />Geunyang ireoke annyeong annyeong<br />Deung dwiro seulpeun insa geonnemyeo<br /><br />Meotdaero heureuneun uri nunmulcheoreom<br />Naeildo moredo heulleogagetji<br />Eolmakeum apahalji ajik moreuneun<br />Du saram uri du saram<br /><br />Geunyang swipge ibyeoreun ireoke nuguna hanbeonjjeumeun hae geurae<br />Jugeul geotman gateun jigeum sungando<br />Jinamyeon da ichyeojil geoya<br /><br />Hadeon daero hae nunmureun dwi dora heullimyeon dwae<br />Geunyang ireoke annyeong annyeong<br />Deung dwiro seulpeun insa geonnemyeo<br /><br />Woo woo hadeon daero hae<br />Nunmureun dwidora heullimyeon dwae<br />Geunyang ireoke annyeong annyeong<br />Deung dwiro seulpeun insa geonnemyeo<br /><br />Geunyang hadeon daero hae</b></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15588891080853043058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7022317681137945380.post-3981599012704507942012-11-26T09:26:00.001-08:002012-11-26T09:27:00.688-08:00The First Collage- 02 Caffeine ft Joker- Romanzation-Translation<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Yoseob – Caffeine Lyrics<br />
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(Feat. JunHyung)<br />
English Translation:<br />
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It’s late, I need to sleep and I already counted all the sheep in my head<br />
In order to fall asleep somehow, I showered again<br />
I keep drawing your face out on the ceiling and when I close my eyes,<br />
A book with the story of our ended love opens<br />
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Even after you left, you torture me like this<br />
How did I become this miserable?<br />
What did I do wrong?<br />
Why did we even break up? I don’t know<br />
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Cause you’re like caffeine, I can’t fall asleep all night<br />
My heart keeps racing and again, I hate you<br />
Like caffeine, I try to stay away<br />
I try to forget about you but I can’t do it, I can’t help it<br />
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You’re bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you’re like caffeine<br />
You’re bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you’re like caffeine<br />
You’re bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you’re like caffeine<br />
You’re bad to me, so bad to me, so bad to me, yeah<br />
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Each time I breathe, I miss you<br />
When I think that we’re living under the same sky, I go crazier<br />
Though I’m like this, I can’t let you go<br />
I see that couple fighting outside my window<br />
They look like us in the past and tears well up<br />
Look, don’t do that and just hug her<br />
Look at me, how do I look right now?<br />
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Can’t you give me a chance to hold onto you?<br />
Our relationship wasn’t something that could end so easily<br />
Or am I mistaken?<br />
Why did we even break up? I don’t know<br />
Cause you’re like caffeine, I can’t fall asleep all night<br />
My heart keeps racing and again, I hate you<br />
Like caffeine, I try to stay away<br />
I try to forget about you but I can’t do it, I can’t help it<br />
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Even though I hate you like this<br />
When I think about the times we were together, I smile<br />
Maybe I don’t want to forget you<br />
Yes, I don’t want to forget you<br />
I want to cherish you<br />
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Cause you’re like caffeine, I can’t fall asleep all night<br />
My heart keeps racing and again, I hate you<br />
Like caffeine, I try to stay away<br />
I try to forget about you but I can’t do it, I can’t help it<br />
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You’re bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you’re like caffeine<br />
You’re bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you’re like caffeine<br />
You’re bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you’re like caffeine<br />
You’re bad to me, so bad to me, so bad to me, yeah<br />
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Romanized:<br />
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Neujeonne jaya doeneunde meorissoge yangeun beolsseo da sesseo<br />
Eotteokedeun jamdeureo boryeo haetdeon syawodo tto dasi haesseo<br />
Cheonjange ni eolguri jakku geuryeojigo nungameumyeon<br />
Kkeutnabeorin uri storyga damgin chaegi pyeolchyeojigo<br />
Neon tteonagan huedo nal ireoke goerophyeo<br />
Eojjeodaga naega ireokekkaji goerowo<br />
Hage doen geonji naega mwol jalmotan geonji<br />
Uriga wae ibyeoringeonjido moreuneunde<br />
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Cause ur like caffeine, nan bamsae jam mot deulgo<br />
Simjangeun gyesok ttwigo geureodaga tto niga neomu mipgo<br />
Like caffeine meolliharyeogo haedo<br />
Ijeoboryeogo haedo geureol suga eojjeol suga eobtjanha<br />
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You’re bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you’re like caffeine<br />
You’re bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you’re like caffeine<br />
You’re bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you’re like caffeine<br />
You’re bad to me, so bad to me, so bad to me, yeah<br />
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Sumeul swil ttaemada niga geuripda gateun haneul arae itda<br />
Saenggakhanikka deo michinda ireomyeonseodo nan neol mot noha<br />
Jeogi changmun bakk datuneun yeonindeuri boyeo jinan uri moseup gata nunmul goyeo<br />
Ibwayo geureoji malgo geunyeol gamssajwoyo nal bwayo ireon naega eottae boinayo<br />
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Neol butjabeul gihoedo naegen jul su eobseonni<br />
Geureoke swipge kkeutnabeoril gabyeoun sain<br />
Anieotjannni anim nae chakgagin geonji<br />
Uriga wae ibyeorin geonjido moreuneunde<br />
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Cause ur like caffeine, nan bamsae jam mot deulgo<br />
Simjangeun gyesok ttwigo geureodaga tto niga neomu mipgo<br />
Like caffeine meolliharyeogo haedo<br />
Ijeoboryeogo haedo geureol suga eojjeol suga eobtjanha<br />
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Ireoke neol miwohadagado nan<br />
Hamkkeyeotdeon sigan dorabomyeon useumi nawa<br />
Eojjeomyeon itgi sirheun geonjido molla<br />
Ani itgi sirheunga bwa ganjikhago sipeun geonga bwa<br />
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Cause ur like caffeine, nan bamsae jam mot deulgo<br />
Simjangeun gyesok ttwigo geureodaga tto niga neomu mipgo<br />
Like caffeine meolliharyeogo haedo<br />
Ijeoboryeogo haedo geureol suga eojjeol suga eobtjanha<br />
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You bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you like caffeine<br />
You bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you like caffeine<br />
You bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you like caffeine<br />
You bad to me, so bad to me, so bad to me, yeah<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15588891080853043058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7022317681137945380.post-26566767365501069412012-11-26T09:24:00.003-08:002012-11-26T09:26:33.871-08:00The First Collage- 01 Look at me now- Romanzation-Translation<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Yoseob – Look At Me Now Lyrics<br />
English Translation:<br />
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Baby Look at me now, Look at me now<br />
Baby Look at me now, Look at me now<br />
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The moon that shines on me brighter tonight (Alright)<br />
I wear the sweet scent all over my body<br />
I’m waiting for you, Candle light (So nice)<br />
It resembles my heart, it’s burning up<br />
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Between us is the wall of friendship<br />
But by tomorrow all the snow would have melted it away<br />
Holding your hand, holding you in my embrace<br />
I want to sing for you all night<br />
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Don’t look too far, there is a person now<br />
Who wants you like perfectly fitting clothes and that person is me<br />
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Baby Look at me now, now, now ah<br />
Baby Look at me now, now, now ah<br />
Baby Look at me<br />
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The cold wind that blows just right (Alright)<br />
It will probably make you even lonelier today<br />
My lips from blowing balloons all night (Oh ma)<br />
Like my heart, it puffs up<br />
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I’m gonna give you, what you need<br />
If you want it, I will get you anything<br />
Hold on to my hand, hold me in your arms<br />
Sing to me all night<br />
<span style="color: yellow;"><b>01 Look at me now</b></span><br />
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Don’t look too far, there is a person now<br />
Who wants you like perfectly fitting clothes and that person is me<br />
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Baby Look at me now, now, now ah<br />
Baby Look at me now, now, now ah<br />
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Now I have nothing more to give to you<br />
You already took away all of me<br />
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Baby Look at me now, now, now ah<br />
Baby Look at me now, now, now ah<br />
Baby Look at me now<br />
Look at me now<br />
Look at me now<br />
Look at me now<br />
Romanized:<br />
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Baby look at me now, look at me now<br />
Baby look at me now, look at me now<br />
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Yunanhi barkge bichuneun dal (alright)<br />
Onmome dalkomhan hyanggireul iphigo<br />
Neol gidarigo inneun candle light (so nice)<br />
Nae mameul darma tteugeopge taolla<br />
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Uri dul saiui chinguraneun byeok<br />
Naeirimyeon modu noganaeril snow<br />
Ni soneul japgo neol pume ango<br />
Bamsae norae bureugo sipeo<br />
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Neomu meolliseo chatji ma jigeum neoege ttak<br />
Matchwojin otcheoreom neoreul wonhaneun geu sarami baro na<br />
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Baby look at me now, now, now ah<br />
Baby look at me now, now, now ah<br />
Baby look at me<br />
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Jeokdanghi buneun chagaun baram (alright)<br />
Oneulttara neol deo oeropge hagetji<br />
Bamsae pungseoneul ttuiun ipsureun (oh ma)<br />
Nae mameul darmaseo bupureo olla<br />
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I’m gonna give you, what you need<br />
Wonhandamyeon modu da julge<br />
Nae soneul japgo nal pume ango<br />
Bamsaedorok norae bulleojwo<br />
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Neomu meolliseo chatji ma jigeum neoege ttak<br />
Matchwojin otcheoreom neoreul wonhaneun geu sarami baro na<br />
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Baby look at me now, now, now ah<br />
Baby look at me now, now, now ah<br />
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Na ije geudaeege julge eomneyo<br />
Nae modeun geol imi modu da gajyeobeorin geudaejyo<br />
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Baby look at me now, now, now ah<br />
Baby look at me now, now, now ah<br />
Baby look at me now<br />
Look at me now<br />
Look at me now<br />
Look at me now<br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="userContent">Yong PD!!! Yeoseobieeeeeee! ♥<br /> @cubeunited 잠시 후, '프로듀서 용준형'의 더욱 짙어진 이야기를 만나볼 수 있는 밤이 시작됩니다. 프로듀서로서 고민해 온 여러 밤낮의 흔적들. 같이 기다려볼까요?<br />
[TRANS] @cubeunited In a bit, the night you can learn more about
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[TRANS] @Prepix: Prepix Yang Yoseob solo album choreography.. We
already took the video~ Please anticipate a special choreography~ It
will be released in awhile! Yoseob is daebak Yoseob is a daebak man
Yoseob is daebak <br /> <br /> Papa Hong's tweet.<br /> @hongcube 제가믿고알아봤던, 그리고 세계가 눈여겨 보게될. 그의프로듀싱능력.이제여러분께서판단해주십시오<br />
[TRANS] @hongcube: I believe what I know and what I've seen, and the
world will use its eyes to see. His producing skills. Now everyone shall
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In this planet that I'm staying is so different than what used to be in mine. Here people can do whatever they want, can say whatever they think it's right. I'm totally an alien, come so different and it feels so bad that I want to end this journey. I wish that I can live in my own beloved planet where everyone knows each other, accept each other and lives by their own principle but still respect others. But no, here I need let everyone do what they want, and I can only whisper to myself that it is wrong. I can't let it out loud because it will definitely be a talking trash in the future. I'm learning to teach their future generations about what right and wrong, yet they doesn't seem to care about what right or wrong. All that matters to them is that they get what they want regardless which way. I wish that my mom told me about this world. I'm so afraid of staying in it now. I want to go out of it, so that I can be safe and confident again to live with my head held high. They will say no whatever I do, and will laugh and makes jokes afterwards. Do they really need to see the aftermath before they can choose to do right stead of wrong?<br />
I personally hate this world. I hate it so much for causing me to feel so bad about myself.</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15588891080853043058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7022317681137945380.post-47427764736900583482012-10-21T04:52:00.001-07:002015-06-01T00:52:50.375-07:00To the future Wan Nor Izzati Bt Wan Mohd Bashar,<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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How's life? Indah tak dunia kau skang? me? tahun 2012 ni bnyk yg cantik sbenarnye, tp bnyk jugak yang perit. kau pasti tahu ape yg terjadi pada tahun tu, kehilangan teman seperjuangan, ketemuan rakan seperjuangan yang baru, pengalaman pengembaraan yang menarik, mencabar, juga indah. aku boleh katakan tahun tu bnyk yg ak harap kau ingat. aku tak tahu sama ada tyme ko bce nie ko ingat lg atau tak tp ak arap ungkapan "I love You" yg ko slalu ucapkan b4 end kan call ngan parent ko, still ko wat. Adik2 camne? mesti angah dah ade anak kan kekekeke... uda da kawen lom? Una masok U mana, ambek jurusan ape? Is? dpt U mana? or dye stay nak dok ngan mak ngan engku? Ko da anta mak ngan engku g Haji kan? ingat ape target ko dulu kan? Van pe citer? arap2 ape yg ko jnji tu dpt capai, InsyaAllah. psl personal life ak x reti nk agak... so nnti pndi2 laaaa...<br />
Mengajar kat mane skang? arap2 skolah tu menjadi satu cabang kehidupan yang erat tok ko. Tok Tan ngan Tok Ne mesti dengan mak ngan engku kan, da jd Haji ngan Hajjah kan? Zati, kau regret tak ape yg ko buat slame nie? ade tak ko rase nak patah balik n marah kat ak yg mungkin akan wat something wrong esok luse nie? arap2 x. Ak doa agar keputusan ak nie betul.<br />
Oh lupe! Ko da kawen lom? anak da bape? Husband name ape? kekeke~ ko still dgr lag Korea g? ak bet kalu ko ade anak comfrim 3 bhs ibunda! Malay, Deutsch ngan Hangul! English jd 2nd language! Zati, ko kene kuat. Kalu ak leh, ko mesti boleh 100 kali ganda, sbb ak yg tahun 2012 ni tak matang mcm ko yg masa skang nie. haaa kontek g x ngan kesebelasan utama? F.H, F.Z, F.A ngan F.I pe cite skang? arap2 dowg sehat sejahtera... Prinsip ko berubah x? doa ak agar mereka still same. Zati walau ape pun yg jd nnti, ak akan ttp xkan regret pe yg ko ngan ak da putuskan. right? Life is once, hanya Allah yang tahu baik buruk pengakhirannya, cuma satu je ak mntk, kuatkan lagi keyakinan ko terhadap-Nya, jgn jd cm ak dulu kayh.<br />
♥ 22y/o Izzati Bashar</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15588891080853043058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7022317681137945380.post-48149503143294862322012-10-13T13:01:00.001-07:002012-10-13T13:08:38.103-07:00It is what I need, Y.O.U.R L.O.V.E<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>It is what I need,
Y.O.U.R L.O.V.E</b></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Character – Soojung, 22 years old</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">BTOB – as themselves</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">BEAST – as themselves</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Some other will be mention in the story.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Prolog</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I had a nightmare. I was not myself. I fall
through a seenable lie. I should have known that I was tricked into it. He was
not anyone that no one knows. He’s Yong Junhyung, the perfect cheater, the
perfect lier, the perfect playboy the world has ever known. I was 19. I was a
fool. I was not young to be cheated though; he was only one year older than me.
He was my bestfriend. We shared almost everything and yet he lied. He lied of
ever loving me, seeing me as a woman. It was never true, all of that was only to
win a bet he made with his real friends I guess. We were just schoolmates, not
bestfriend. I was the only who thinks that. That was three years ago. He
debuted. A cool singer in a great wellknown group, BEAST. And I hate every
minute they come out neither on the TV nor on the radio. Although I admit their
songs are great, they do are great in singing, dancing and charming girls but
the only reason for this hatred is because Yong Junhyung is one of them. It had
been three years, after what happen I never look back. I never contact him,
never ask his brother how’s he doing, or his parent. I only met them once a
while during Chuseok, still I tried to not be so rude. My mom would always
scold me for not taking the right way of telling my feelings. I always end up
hurting his parent feelings. They are my god-parent but what can I do. I hate
him. I hate the thoughts of seeing him, hearing and knowing him. Now he has a
new victim. But I really wish from the bottom of my heart that he really loves
her. She is too young to be cheated and played like what he did to me. Just one
more time I hope that this time love really come to me stead of playing me.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">(Soojung’s )</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Today’s date is 16th October 2012. The third
year after that one nightmare. My friends are celebrating something else
though.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Soojung-ah, let’s go! It’s Beast 3rd year!”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Kimi-ah, I don’t feel like going. You go, I’ll
stay home today.” I said in a very polite way.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“You’re crazy? How can I let you here alone?”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Don’t worry. I’ll be fine.” I said.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">She left and goes to the perfect celebration of
hers and the other B2uty. The so called fans of BEAST. No one knew. I’m one of
Yong Junhyung’s Ex-GF. I never tell. I guess the res never speak of it too. I
made a decision to walk to Han River to clear my mind. As I’m enjoying the
view, I heard voices. Loud ones.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Yah! Don’t run! Let’s play ball!” said one of
them A very sturdy voice. Sounded like a leader.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Hyung, can’t we just play something else than
soccer?” said another cute voice.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Okay! Let’s play Basketball!” said the other.
This one sounded so cool.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I wonder who they are, so I turned and there
standing 7 flowerboys with a ball. Suddenly one of them walks towards me.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Noona, can you help us?” It’s the cool voice.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Huh? Help? Like what?” I answered.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Be a judge, noona know how to be a basketball
judge?” he asked</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Of course I know. I’m a player myself. Not in
the national team yet, but I am one of the potential player.. kekeke bragging
myself sounded so wrong.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Sure, I’ll judge.”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Hyung! We got a judge!”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Okay! But the other are not here yet!” said the
leader-like voice.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Eunkwang! We’re here!” That sounds familiar.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">In front of my very eyes, the six most hatred
guys in my life stands and walking towards us.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Dujun-hyung, this noona will be our judge.”
Pointing at me. All eyes are on me. He saw me.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Soojung-shi?” said Yoseob, one of the so called
real friends.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Hi, let’s start!” I scream. I know now. I’m in
deep trouble. I hate this. Junhyung walks towards me.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Annyeong J-ah!” he said. J? I’ve already
forgotten that nickname.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I said nothing, didn’t even look at him. I hate
him. That’s it. He left and they start to play. With all the hatred, I’m still
considered as a good judge. They played till they drop. After two hours of
playing non-stop they finally called it even. The cool-voice guy asks me to
join them for dinner. Without waiting for my answer he grabs my hand and I am
now in their van.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">All 13 boys plus 4 managers and me are having
dinner. Someone started to talk.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Hyung, today is BEAST 3rd year right, congrats!!!”
said Hyungshik. I learn their names in between the games.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Erm! I’m totally happy!” said Hyunseung. He’s
smiling again. It was hard for him when he lost his dad, but he get through it.
I feel bad too.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Soojung-shi, do you like K-pop singers?”
Ilhoon, the cool-voice asks me.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Of course not! But I answered the other way.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Yeah, I like Kpop too”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Who?” asks Sungjae, the youngest of the group,
they are actually the new group from CUBE, BEAST Company. BTOB</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Well I’ve been TVXQ’s fans since they debuted.”
Afterward he laughs. Of course he knows. I never like TVXQ before.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Really, what is your favourite song?” He asks.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“This one song I like the best.” I sang Tea for
two, a japanese song, sang by TVXQ.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Wow! You got great voice Soojung-shi!” said
Eunkwang.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Since when? Since when you can sing
Soojung-ah?” asks Dujun informally. The rest were shock.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Soojung-ah... you guys know each other?” asks
Changsub.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Hyunseung hit Dujun. Yoseob answered.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Yeah, she’s our friend. She’s a....” He losts
his words.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“My Ex....” said Junhyung calmly. Everyone is in
pause. I felt like a hole was been dig once again.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Yeah, Junhyung’s right. I’m his ex-GF aka his
old non-real BFF.” I answered sarcastically.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ilhoon was totally shocked. Not knowing what to
do. I stand up and ask for a leave.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“ I’ll walk you home noona.” Said Ilhoon. The
rest were in a silent mode, BEAST members excluding Junhyung bow their head for
a reason that I don’t want to know.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Although I said no, he insisted on following me.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">(Junhyung’s)</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">She left. She went home after saying what it
felt. I was wrong. I thought she’d get over it but no. She was totally in pain,
and I was the fool for not seeing it. Three years of no news I though she was
just busy. How fool I am.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Hyung, she dumped you?” Asks Sungjae.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Nope, he did.” Said Dujun. Dujun’d right. I
dumped her for my own sake. The boys know everything.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Why? She seems to look nice and I think she’s a
good a GF.” Said Peniel. I was hurt by that comment. She was perfect. If
weren’t for my selfish greed, she’d still be mine. But now I have Hara, and she
is no longer the one. The one for me now is Hara.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“I know she was. But Junhyung has to do it.”
Answered Hyunseung. He knows me too well.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">The boys stop asking me anything anymore. I
wonder what is going on between her and Ilhoon right now. Could she be crying?</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">(Soojung’s)</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I walk so slow that Ilhoon took my hand and walk
faster. But we walked on the wrong path. We’re going back to the riverside. He
sat down.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Noona, you’re okay? I’m sorry. I shouldn’t ask
you to join us” He said in a very apologising way.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“It’s okay, it’s not anyone’s fault. We broke
up. Well he dumped. I was not the one. That was it. Don’t feel sorry for it.
Thank you Ilhoon-shi”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Noona, you can informally talk to me. I’m going
to let you talk down to me.”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“No I feel better this way. Is it okay for you
to saty here? Don’t you got any schedules? You should be tired isn’t it?”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Naaah~ I’m fine. We got none for today and
tomorrow.” He looks so calm and yet he’s a charming one. I wonder...</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“You’re Joo’s younger brother right?”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Yup, isn’t my noona scary? She scares me
sometimes.” He laughs. The cutest I’ve ever heard.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Not really, I find her such a good friend.”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“You know my sister? You guys are friends?” he
asks.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Yup, we’re in the same classes in University.
She sometime comes to my Basketball practices.”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Huuuwaaaa! I’m so dead! You are the famous Kim
Soojung! My sister’s BFF! Noona please don’t tell her what I said just now!”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I laugh. He smiles. I wonder why but his face is
just an inch from me. Then it hits me. I can no longer see his face, coz his
lips are locked on mine. After few seconds I push him away, yet he holds me
even more while begging to have more of me. I might be crazy but I’m actually
letting him, and kinda enjoying the very first kiss in my life. Seconds later
he let me go and look right into my eyes.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“You can be mad at me all you want Noona, but
this is what I need. I need a girl, and I don’t mind if it’s a one-sided-love.
Coz all I need is to be with you.”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I was red! He hugs me knowing that I was too shy
to say a word.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Ilhoon-ah, I’m en ex from one your hyung, an
older woman, and I’m not as beautiful as those girl groups. You might be gonna
regret this later.”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“I know you’re Junhyung’s Ex, I know you are
older than me by 5 years, but I’m not sure about not being beautiful. I’d say
you look better since the girls are always in make-up yet the one that I’m
seeing right is perfectly beautiful without it. So yeah, I won’t be regretting
this.”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“I’m not gonna say anything, and I’m not
agreeing of doing this.”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“You don’t have too. But be sure to be cautious,
coz I’ll be announcing that I’m own. Tomorrow people will know that Jung
Ilhoon, BTOB’s rapper is now in a relationship.”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I was totally in shocked. He grabs my hand and
walks me home. At the front door he kisses me again, without thinking that
anyone might see us. He kisses my forehead and watches me enter the house. I
close the door and lean towards the door, thinking what just happen.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">(Ilhoon’s)</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">She’s mine, and Yong Junhyung you are so dead.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">(Junhyung’s)</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">What is taking Ilhoon so long to walk her home?
That boy hates me for all I know. Is he going to use her for revenge? He’s
here.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Ilhoon, come here.” I said.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Yes? What is wrong Junhyung-hyung?” he asks.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“What take you so long?”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Oh right... guys listen...” he’s going to
announce something that make me nervous all of sudden.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Kim Soojung, the girl we met just now. She’s
mine. As in my GF for real. We’re dating from now onwards. Manager-hyung it’s
okay right?” he asks the oldest manager-hyung we have. He nodded. There’s no
restrictions in CUBE, I know that but why Soojung?</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“You’re serious? You’re not playing?” Asks
Hyunseung, probably he thought he need to asks that on my behalf.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Yup. I sealed her lips just now. TWICE. She’s
mine. No one is allowed to hit on her anymore.” He answered calmly as if I was
not around. He kisses her. That should be her first kiss considering we never
kiss and she never had a BF before or after me.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Ilhoon, you better be right. Don’t play with
her feelings.” Said Yoseob.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“I’m not and I won’t, I’m not gonna treat her
like her Ex. I really care for her.” That’s hurt. I look at Dujun and he
signals us to go home. A meeting is gonna be held.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">We left the 6 clueless boys plus one in love-
state of mind boy. We didn’t speak a word in our way home. As soon as we enter
the house, Dujun calls.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Guys urgent meeting.”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Hyung, you need to be careful, Ilhoon might be
hurting her.” Said Dongwoon.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“We can’t be sure. What if he really loves her?”
said Gikwang who has been silent the whole time, from the very moment he saw
Soojung.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“But for all we know, Ilhoon hated Junhyung for
hurting that senior of him. His first love.” Said Dujun.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“I can’t be sure, he seems truly in love with
her, we saw how he took a good care of her today.” Said Yoseob.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I was not able to say anything. I was shocked,
scared and hurt. She didn’t say anything yet she’s in pain. Why did I let
myself to be such a jerk in the past? I should have taken a good care of her.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Junhyung-ah, it’s not your fault. We were all
just fools back then.” Said Hyunseung.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“I was not.” Said Gikwang. He’s right. Gikwang
did try to stop me from hurting Soojung back then.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Yeah you weren’t. Only the 5 of us were.” Said
Dujun. He felt it. He’s right. The five of us foolishly bet on it. If I were to
rewind the past, I would have not done it. Not only I lost a precious love but
also my only Bestfriend. She was everything a friend could ask.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“So, what should we do?” asks Dongwoon. None of
us speak. We do not know what to do. She was not only my BFF but also a great
friend to the rest and we all lost that precious gem. I just hope that Ilhoon
is true to her.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">(Ilhoon’s)</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Somehow, I felt good since that night. I kissed
her and now everynight I’m kissing her. She hated it at first, but now no more.
Sometimes when I ask she’d just let me. Smiling and loving. All my revenge
turns into unconditionally in love with her. Glad that no one knows. I love
her. I love Kim Soojung. Not Junhyung’s Ex but Kim Soojung, my girlfriend. A
call came in. It’s her.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Hallo~ yes girl?” I waited for her to answer.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Ilhoon-ah...... Help me.” Her voice trembles.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Soojung-ah? What’s wrong? Wait where you are?”
I ask timidly. I start to take my clothes and wear things properly. I wear my
shoes and hop on the van. My manager drive to her house where she told me
earlier.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">We arrive at her house. I told her before not to
stay alone, but she never listens. I open her door as I knew her password by
which she changes it a few weeks ago. Our first date 19 Oct.2012.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I enter her house. She was not in the living
room. I went to her room.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Soojung-ah...” I knock on her door. No one
answers. All I hear were cries.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Soojung-ah! Open the door!!!” I was in panic
when suddenly I hear something break into pieces. The door opens and there she
lies. Half naked. Bruises all over her, there were blood and everything were a
mess. She cries trembling now and then. The minute she saw me, she cries even
louder. I hurriedly hug her and hold her close to me. Seeing her in that state
coz me to trembles thinking what could have happen. Her clothes were ripped and
she was totally in pain, frightened by something or someone.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I brought her to the nearest clinic, a private
one so that no one knew. My managers, the boys and BEAST sunbaenim were all
there. Even my sister cried non-stop. I was in fury not knowing who did this to
her. The doctor calls for a nearest relative. Junhyung-hyung and I raise our
hands.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“I hope the both of you can be calm.” Said the
doctor who attends her.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“What had happen?” I ask furiously till
Junhyung-hyung holds me back.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“She’s been raped..... again.” Said the doctor.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Again! What does that means? Junhyung-hyung
looks like he knows. I calm my self and ask to be with her. The doctor let me.
In the mean time, I ask Junhyung-hyung what had happen.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">(Junhyung’s)</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ilhoon asks and there’s no way I can lie. In
front of every one I reminisced again what had happen.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">(Three years ago)</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Soojung-ah, let’s break up. I was just playing
with you. Sorry” and I left her in the rain.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I won the bet, she falls for me. And since then
I never heard from her until her mom calls me.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Junhyung-ah, did Soojung calls you?”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“She did not ommonim, what is wrong?”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“It has been 4 days and she never comes home...
what to do?”</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I still remember when we found her. She was no
longer the strong girl I’ve known. She was the weakest most vulnulrable girl
I've met. She cried and asked to be killed right away. Her dad did it.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">(Present’s)</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">(Soojung’s)</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I woke up with such pain in every inch of my
body. He was next to me. Crying, begging for God to take his life instead of
mine. Jung Ilhoon. I grab his hand tighter and he realised I was awake. He hugs
me and asks for forgiveness of not seeing me lately. I stood still waiting for
him to calm down. Although I admit I was in pain but having his arms around me
ease me more than I expected. Unexpectedly the rest come towards me and they
stood still, silent with no words what so ever. Ah they found out.
Junhyung-eyes were red, the same red as three years ago. With no words he stood
still and hope for me to say something first. I did no longer hate him. He
saved me three years ago and he was the one who still there waiting for me to
say a word. The same Yong Junhyung.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“I’m okay.” I said it, and Ilhoon hits my arm
lightly.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“You’re not, I’m not and no one here is okay.”
He said gently and furiously sounded too. The rest are still silent. Both
maknaes cry louder than I should be. Yoseob and Changsub join them, untill
Hyunseung scolds them. I laugh seeing such scene. Three years ago when Dongwoon
and Yoseob cried, it was the same Hyunseung who scolds them, only that now
Sungjae and Changsub are there.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Jae-ah, don’t tell my mom about this.” Everyone
was at shock. Who’s Jae.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“I know, but we need to find him. In the
meantime, can you stay with Ilhoon and the boys?” Junhyung answers as if Jae is
him.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">“She still calls you Jaesoon. Junhyung-hyung you
are still her BFF, I guess.” Ilhoon knew. I still am Jae’s BFF and Jae is still
my BFF no matter how much I hated him.</span></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15588891080853043058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7022317681137945380.post-51037386676321922632012-10-01T08:37:00.000-07:002012-10-01T08:37:22.706-07:00I hate my world.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Everyday I met new people, learn new things and cried for almost of old memories. But it never occurs to me that I could never share any of these great feelings with anyone. I have great friends yet I still wish I have someone who could just tell me that whatever I do will always be supported by him. That he will always catch me when I fall, he will always lend me his shoulder to cry on and will always be the one who asks me to stop crying before I stop myself. I never want to feel more than being a girl who has someone as strong as a superhero, just someone who can be stronger than me. My new thoughts come just as I never think about it. I'll be skinnier when I have someone to show that I can get skinnier, coz I will only have to look beautiful in front of him. Someone that would say, this is me. Getting healthier is what I'm gonna do. I will quit my beloved Coke, Candies, and other Junk Foods. Healthy is my priority and I will keep my promise. But getting skinnier is the least that I want to do. Not once in my life I ever seen myself as skinny and beautiful like people would expect me to be. But still they want only the best for me. I get it. Thank you for the reminder, I will try my best.<br />
I want to believe that I can at least once, once in this one life have someone that really need me, miss me and love only me as who I am. I know, I used to say that I don't want anyone yet, but I can never be true to what I'm saying because I want it to be the other way. Just someone to love me the exact me. This Wan Nor Izzati Bt Wan Mohd Bashar. The fat tall girl with small mouth. Yet I know I will see someone and then I suddenly fall for him. It happens more than once and sometimes I wish my standard could be lowered. I can never lie about myself. I'm too emotional sometimes I wish I could just bury all of those feelings and fill myself with only happiness and love from my family and friends. But it never happen that way. Maybe I think too much that I'd cried in the middle of the night thinking that I can never let these weird feelings go. After a year I realized something. Although I tell the world I'm in love with someone, the truth is that I can never love that new person more than I love my Jaesoon-oppa(Not JOKER). I called him that so that he can never know nor realized that I'm still into him. It has been what 6 years since I met him. The one that I always go to when I'm in pain but now no more. He is no longer in the same time with me. Already done with his studies, now working hard to find good job. I wish you all the best, oppa! I never call him oppa in the first place. I really pray that when he really got nowhere to go, he will come to me and tells me his problem. I'll be his silent healer or whatever he asks me as long as I can help him. That should be enough to make both of us happy I guess. I bet on his wedding day, I'll be there to wish me happiness for as long as he live. I hope he do remember me when that time come.<br />
It has been awhile, I rarely talk nor chat with him. I feel so shy and too timid to even open his FB profile. Hiding myself is the best, because I think my heart could burst whenever I saw that he's onlline. Someone save me please! Just like a fool my heart beat like a bullet train hitting a concrete wall. That's why when I listen to any Korean songs these days I'd smile like an idiot, thinking that the lyrics hit me perfectly!<br />
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As written, Jang Hyunseung Beast Lead Vocal lost his father yesterday (200912). His father had a heart attack causing the whole family in shock. The always fine healthy Father. I never thought how much pain it could cause to Hyunseung but I know, he is strong. Jang Hyunseung-shi! You are a fine good man! Stay strong as we B2uty are always next to you. I cried a river yesterday, yet I still feel bad for him.</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15588891080853043058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7022317681137945380.post-28665564642294433192012-07-14T17:48:00.000-07:002012-07-14T19:30:42.897-07:005th Mini Album - Midnight Sun<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="background-color: white;">A song came out just a few hours ago. A song that finally calms me. Thank you Cube! BEAST JJanG! No wonder I dreamt lot bout the boys lately.. kekeke... Can't wait to be addicted to the MV, since I'm totally addicted to this song! Full Album will come out right on 22nd July! Yeay!</span><br />
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</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">언젠가는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">그대가</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
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</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">잠이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">오지</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">않는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;">
So sad tonight<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">그대와</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">함께할</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">수</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">없는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
In the midnight a a a midnight<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">니</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">생각에</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">잠</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">못</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">드는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;">
Midnight<br />
<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">다시</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">찾아온</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;">
So sad tonight<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">그대가</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">없이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">다시</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">맞는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
In the midnight a a a midnight a<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">니가</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">없이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">잠</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">못</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">드는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;">
midnight<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">눈감았다</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">뜨는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">사이보다</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">더</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">빠르게</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">날</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">찾아왔다</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">떠나가</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">버린</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">사랑</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">당신</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;">You
can’t do this to me </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">충분하다</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">충분해</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">그만</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">좀</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">해라</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">날</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">아프게</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">내게</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">미련이란</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">이름에</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤은</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">끝나지</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">않아</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">다</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">지난</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">얘기</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">다시</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">하고</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">싶진</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">않지만</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">내가</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">그댈</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">많이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">좋아하긴</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">했나</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">봐요</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">계속</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">생각나겠죠</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">더</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">그리워지겠죠</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">시간이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">지날수록</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">잠이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">오지</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">않는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;">
So sad tonight<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">그대와</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">함께할</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">수</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">없는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
In the midnight a a a midnight<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">니</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">생각에</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">잠</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">못</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">드는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;">
Midnight<br />
<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">다시</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">찾아</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">온</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;">
So sad tonight<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">그대가</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">없이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">다시</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">맞는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
In the midnight a a a midnight a<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">니가</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">없이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">잠</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">못</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">드는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;">
Midnight<br />
<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">저기</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">반짝이는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;">
Little star </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">날</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">위로해주라</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">기댈</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">곳</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">하나</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">없이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">쓰러지는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">오늘</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">저기</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">반짝이는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;">
Little star </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">날</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">위로해주라</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">기댈</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">곳</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">하나</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">없이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">쓰러지는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">별</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">헤는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">계절이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">지나</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">조금씩</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">달라져가는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">하지만</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">난</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">여전히</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">난</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">잠</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">못</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">이룬</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">다시</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">찾아온</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;">
So sad tonight<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">그대가</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">없이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">다시</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">맞는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">밤</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"><br />
In the midnight a a a midnight a<br />
</span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">니가</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">없이</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">잠</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">못</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: Batang, serif; line-height: 115%;">드는</span><span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif; line-height: 115%;"> Midnight<br />
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geudaeneun eotteon gayo gakkeumeun<br />
nareul saenggakan jeog itnayo<br />
i gin bame dasi nuneul gamgo<br />
geudael saenggakago jamdeulji motago geuraeyo<br />
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jogeum yunanhi gineyo geudae eobtneun bami<br />
aswiwo jineyo geuttae bonaen geu nari deo<br />
gyesog mudyeo jigetjyo jeom jeom ijhyeo jigetjyo<br />
eonjen ganeun geudaega<br />
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jami oji anhneun bam So sad tonight<br />
geudaewa hamkkehal su eobtneun i bam<br />
In the midnight a a a midnight a<br />
ni saenggake jam mot deuneun Midnight<br />
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dasi chajaon i bam So sad tonight<br />
geudaega eobsi dasi matneun i bam<br />
In the midnight a a a midnight a<br />
niga eobsi jam mot deuneun midnight<br />
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nungamatda tteuneun sai boda<br />
deo ppareuge nal chaja watda<br />
tteonaga beorin sarang dangsin<br />
You can’t do this to me chungbun hada<br />
chungbunhae geuman jom haera nal apeuge<br />
naege miryeoniran ireume bameun kkeutnaji anha<br />
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da jinan yaegi dasi hago sipjin anhjiman<br />
naega geudael manhi joha hagin haetna bwayo<br />
gyesog saenggak nagetjyo<br />
deo geuriwo jigetjyo sigani jinal surog<br />
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jami oji anhneun bam So sad tonight<br />
geudaewa hamkkehal su eobtneun i bam<br />
In the midnight a a a midnight<br />
ni saenggake jam mot deuneun Midnight<br />
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dasi chajaon i bam So sad tonight<br />
geudaega eobsi dasi matneun i bam<br />
In the midnight a a a midnight a<br />
niga eobsi jam mot deuneun midnight<br />
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jeogi banjjagineun Little star nal wirohae jura<br />
gidael got hana eobsi sseureo jineun oneul bam<br />
jeogi banjjagineun Little star nal wirohae jura<br />
gidael got hana eobsi sseureo jineun<br />
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byeol heneun bam gyejeori jina<br />
jogeumssig dallajyeo ganeun i bam<br />
hajiman nan yeojeonhi nan jam mot irun bam<br />
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dasi chajaon i bam So sad tonight<br />
geudaega eobsi dasi matneun i bam<br />
In the midnight a a a midnight a<br />
niga eobsi jam mot deuneun midnight<br />
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How about you?<br />
Do you ever think of me sometimes?<br />
On this long night, I close my eyes again<br />
As I think of you, I can’t go to sleep<br />
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It’s especially a bit longer, this night without you<br />
I’m getting sadder about the day I let you go<br />
You will become buried, you will become forgotten<br />
Someday<br />
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A sleepless night, so sad tonight<br />
This night that I can’t be with you<br />
In the midnight a a a midnight<br />
At thoughts of you, I can’t go to sleep at midnight<br />
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This night that came again, so sad tonight<br />
This night I face without you<br />
In the midnight a a a midnight a<br />
You’re not here so, I can’t go to sleep at midnight<br />
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Faster than my eyes blinking, love came to me<br />
Then left me you can’t do this to me<br />
Enough, it’s enough<br />
stop hurting me so much<br />
This night isn’t ending because<br />
of this lingering attachment<br />
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I don’t want to talk about things that have passed but<br />
I guess I really liked you a lot<br />
I keep thinking of you, I keep missing you more<br />
As time goes by<br />
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A sleepless night, so sad tonight<br />
This night that I can’t be with you<br />
In the midnight a a a midnight<br />
At thoughts of you, I can’t go to sleep at midnight<br />
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This night that came again, so sad tonight<br />
This night I face without you<br />
In the midnight a a a midnight a<br />
You’re not here so, I can’t go to sleep at midnight<br />
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The twinkling little stars, please comfort me<br />
Without a place to lean on, I break down on this night<br />
The twinkling little stars, please comfort me<br />
Without a place to lean on, I break down<br />
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The star-counting nights,<br />
the seasons pass and the nights change too<br />
But it’s still the same sleepless night<br />
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This night that came again, so sad tonight<br />
This night I face without you<br />
In the midnight a a a midnight a<br />
You’re not here so, I can’t go to sleep at midnight<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: BaskervilleT, serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Great song indeed, it differs from any of their previous title, impressed? Quite... kekeke it has the almost same feeling with Blue Big Bang from the opening but then it burst into it's own light. I love how they put the order of the vocal... Dongwoon really is now on the same boat as his hyungs. What surprised me more is Dujun oppa's bridge voice! Nice Oppa! Certainly will be chosen as my ringtone this time. The teaser left lot of people with disagreement towards their hairstyles, well for me nothing is weird because they are unique in every songs and MVs. </span></span></div>
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Heard their name said few times during Immortal Song 2 JYP special. Seriously! I was struck! They hit me like a 500miles/hour Bullet Train! ㅋㅋㅋ. They really are great in singing all 4 of them plus 1 now, That same night I surfed everything about them. When they 1st came in for Superstar K 3 audition, they are better than some Idols I've known. Yes I might say they are better than my no.1 favourite group but, it is the truth, they have more practice years compared to my favourite boys. 15 years singing on the streets and in events mature them to the nature they are now. So comfortably singing on stages, unafraid of any mistakes since they can just adlib them any times. I am so stuck with them, even before I know the Leader which is My Favourite Leader of all time now, Im Yoon Taek-oppa, a 32 years old man who suffered from Stomach Cancer stage 4. Even so he dances, sings his heart out and yet not a tiny note nor key is off. Personally, Kim Myunghoon-oppa (29), Park Seung Il-oppa (31) and their tall maknae Park Gwangseon (22) really are true friends. They never complain even once when Yoon Taek-oppa didn't show up on any team mission they got in Superstar K, they still work hard and missing him on the way. Yet they perform the best stage each time for their mission. I admit, if any of the Idols nowdays came onto any competition would never reach their stage. What scares me the most is that they are so down to earth, just like how old group should be... Old in this since long time in their practice times. I still remember the mental Breakdown that Hong Kyungmin-ajusshi receives after Ulala Session perform. Plus the pressure from Davichi's Lee Heari scares him too, still Hong Kyungmin-ajusshi is someone who can do better than any of his juniors. Their debut song Beautiful Night became my no. 1 song in just an hour. Of course they haven't beat BEAST' Oasis that became my all time favourite till now, but I'm totally impressed! </div>
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Kim Myunhoon (29), Park Seungil (31), Im Yoontaek (32) and Park Gwangseon (22).<br />
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Will rooting for these guys for life!<br />
Junhyung-oppa best of luck for BEAST's comeback!<br />
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Here you go their Beautiful Night Lyrics and Translation...<br />
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<b>Translation:</b></h1>
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Ooh, you in my eyes<br />
And me in your eyes<br />
Like a night view, we sparkle<br />
I’m the champagne that fills you up<br />
You’re the caffeine that wakes me up<br />
So that my night with you<br />
So that my beautiful night<br />
Will be forever, please don’t go home</div>
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Baby, what time do you have to go home?<br />
I don’t want to say goodbye, what do I do?<br />
Let’s just ignore everything else and fall deep into playing<br />
You and I, this is just the beginning</div>
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A night like tonight won’t ever come again<br />
So make a phone call right now<br />
Tell your mom you’re gonna be late, that you’re at a friend’s house<br />
Tell her that you have no battery left so you need to hang up, everybody</div>
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We don’t get interfered by the world<br />
We don’t care about anything<br />
Without holding back, without anything remaining<br />
Baby, baby, baby<br />
Beautiful night, beautiful night</div>
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I think, is she allowed to be that pretty?<br />
You’re such a selfish young lady<br />
I sort of know a thing or two and I sort of love you<br />
History comes down during a long night</div>
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An night filled with emotion, a night filled with feeling<br />
Make a phone call again</div>
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A night like tonight won’t ever come again<br />
So make a phone call right now<br />
Tell your mom you’re gonna be late, that you’re at a friend’s house<br />
Tell her that you have no battery left so you need to hang up, everybody</div>
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We don’t get interfered by the world<br />
We don’t care about anything<br />
Without holding back, without anything remaining<br />
Baby, baby, baby<br />
Beautiful night, beautiful night</div>
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Everybody Everybody</div>
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We don’t get interfered by the world<br />
We don’t care about anything<br />
Without holding back, without anything remaining<br />
Baby, baby, baby<br />
Beautiful night, beautiful night</div>
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<b>Romanized:</b></h1>
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Ou nae nun so-ge neol<br />
Keurigo ni nun so-ge nal<br />
Urin yakyeong-cheoreom ban-chakkeorine<br />
Naneun neol cha-euneun syampe-in<br />
Neoneun nal kka-euneun gape-in<br />
Keudaewah naye bami<br />
Areumda-un bami<br />
Yeongwonhadorok jibe kaji marayo</div>
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Be-ibe(baby) myeosshikkaji jibe kayahani<br />
Heyeojigi shirheo eotteokhaji</div>
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Nun ttag kamko malya huttag ppajyeo nol-ja<br />
Neona nana ije shijagiya</div>
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Oneul bameun yeongyeong, oji anha jeong-nyeong<br />
Chigeum dangjang</div>
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Jeonhwah keo-reo</div>
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Eommae-ge neunneunda-go chingune jibira-go<br />
Beteori eopt-da-go jeonhwahgi kkeura-go everybody</div>
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Sesang kanseob badji anh-neun uri<br />
Amu keot-do sanggwahn eom-neun uri<br />
Akgim eobshi namgim eobshi uri</div>
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Be-ibe(baby) be-ibe(baby) be-ibe(baby)<br />
Areumda-un bam areumda-un bam</div>
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Ireohke yeppeodo dwehna shipeul jeongdoro<br />
Ireon igijeo-gin a-gasshiya</div>
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Mwol chom aneun nae-ga neol chom sarang-handa<br />
Yeoksaneun gipeun bam irwojinda</div>
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Kamseong chungmanhan bam kamjeong chungbunhan bam<br />
Tashi hanbeon jeonhwah keo-reo</div>
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Eommae-ge neunneunda-go chingune jibira-go<br />
Beteori eopt-da-go jeonhwahgi kkeura-go everybody</div>
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Sesang kanseob badji anh-neun uri<br />
Amu keot-do sanggwahn eom-neun uri<br />
Akgim eobshi namgim eobshi uri</div>
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Be-ibe(baby) be-ibe(baby) be-ibe(baby)<br />
Areumda-un bam areumda-un bam</div>
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Everybody everybody</div>
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Sesang kanseob badji anh-neun uri<br />
Amu keot-do sanggwahn eom-neun uri<br />
Akgim eobshi namgim eobshi uri</div>
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Be-ibe(baby) be-ibe(baby) be-ibe(baby)<br />
Areumda-un bam</div>
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I am now officially 22 ya all! kekeke getting high-up for no real reason! Got stomach ache for eating a lot of thing that I can't name them kekeke... Being so Bless after seeing one of my good friend in a good condition despite having to face difficulties and obstacle! Doc you can do it! Sharing stories with my three other halves~ the Power Rangers of mine... Now waiting eagerly for any one else to wish me and praised me for staying alive. Although all of my peeps know that I'm a tough girl from the outside, but inside I'm just a kid who wants to be hug and praise by others... I know my mom, my dad and my siblings love me. No matter how well or how poor I'll be in the future... they will be by my side. All I'm praying to God that he will give me time to cherish my family appropriately...Ramadhan gives me lots of memories and things for me to cherish. I don't know why, but I can feel it, yet I'm not gonna say it. It will come soon or later, but I'm too scared to face it, and if He takes me earlier than I thought, I pray that he will help my mom and my dad to go through it calmly. Give strength to all my beloved siblings and friends. I wish to stay longer but I know, He loves me more than I expected. I have been feeling this for about 4 days ago, and yet I felt like I'm cheating myself.<br />
God, if it's really my time, please do please let me go with this great feeling of being loved by everyone. To BEAST, I'm not sure if I'll be able to see you to last till 20 years ahead of me, but I know you will!<br />
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With love,<br />
Izzati Bashar<br />
Once a B2uty, 4ever will be a B2uty. </div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>Character....</b><br /><br />Jang Hyunmi - 15 years old, highschool girl, Mr. Hong's Niece.<br />and all BtOB's Member act as them, as in the real them kekeke.<br /><br />
A nice day it was when suddenly my mom calls and tells me to take a
flight to Seoul. I'm a happy schoolgirl who loves Jejudo more than
anyone is so suddenly summoned to Seoul. Aish! I took a flight at 7a.m.
just to make sure that I can go back to Jejudo during the night coz I
think I know who's the devil behind all this. Sure my Fav. Uncle calls
me to do something. haish, more work... Well yeah, I sometime help him
with his company composition, the fact that no one knew that this 15
years old girl could write and compose. Tiger-Hyungnim, probably be the
one who would pick me up. But then I was wrong. Someone did try to pick
me up. The crazy Jung ILHOON! OMG. I need to call Sohyun-Unnie~ This is
frightening.<br />"YAh why u no later come?" Ilhoon-oppa said. <br />"I board the 7am flight, is it wrong?" I shot him back.<br />"Hell yeah! I need to practice! I'm debuting soon..."<br />"Chincha!
My uncle letting u guys to debut? WHo else?
Eunkwang-oppa? Minhyuk-oppa t0o? cannot be Sungjae-goon? WAH! DAebak!
What song?"<br />"T0o many questions for a small mouth girl! Come, Jun-hyung is driving us."<br />"YEAY!"<br />We arrived at the van. From outside I could see the incredible Yong Junhyung.<br />"HYUNGNIM!" I scream out loud once I hop on into the van.<br />"AIgoo! Uri Hyunmi is here! Miss you! Watcha doin', having fun with Ilhoon?"<br />"ERGGGHHHH... Never!" we both said in unison.<br />"WAH! The unison voice come without warning now, nice!" said Junhyung-oppa.<br />I
look at Ilhoon-oppa at the back. He got his Dr.DRe up his ears, and
keep on swagging around. Hope he really will debut while I'm here in
Korea. haven't told anyone yet that I'm going to work in contract with
CjeS for 4 years in France. My uncle will kills me once he knows.<br />
Need to comeback to my root. JYJ is waiting. Can't blame them for the
break-up but I hope that before I give my life to them, at least I have
some memories with the boys that I used to know.<br />We arrive at the Cube Ent. headquarter, Eunkwang-oppa was at the door.<br />"Hyunmi! I miss u princess! U'r uncle is upstairs, wanna join us for breakfast? Ilhoon, fetch her bags will you. TQ"<br />"HYUNG!"<br />"Guys, she's here! HYUNMI is here!" Scream Hyunshik-oppa. Changsub-oppa look at me and suddenly hugs me. <br />"Miss you little girl, been wanting to go to Jejudo, but we got practices, Ilhoon told you right?"<br />"erm! What is the group name?"<br />"Dunno yet, they haven't told us yet."<br />Uncle calls me for this I guess.<br />"Hyunmi, your uncle asks for u." said Hyuna-unnie.<br />"Yes coming."<br />My uncle looked at me happily, but I could see how trouble he was. <br />"Now, what can I help my fav. Uncle?"<br />"The boys need a name. There are 7 of them, here are the names"<br />I
look through the list that he gave me. I was right. Sungjae-goon is in
the group. Good for him. Peniel-oppa is in there too. Eunkwang-oppa,
Changsub-oppa, Hyunshik-oppa, Minhyuk-oppa and Ilhoon-oppa. A good
chemistry they all got really. I think I was looking at the second
BEAST. <br />"So any idea? You're the one who suggest to us to change from B2ST to BEAST. Any good name?"<br />"Ssamchoon,
Born To Beat. Short form BTOB. A good name to start with. You got 4
great vocals, one incredible rapper, and two most potentially great
rappers and vocals. They can really be like that Step-Up 3 guys, they
are Born to dance, but we got Born To Beat."<br />"Well it is different this time. We need to asks them first."<br />"OK, let's go and ask whether they agree or not, don't tell them it's my idea though," <br />We
reached in front of the boys practice room. It was not only they were
there. BEAST, 4 Minute and G.NA-unnie were there too. I felt so shocked
and scared to death, they might not like it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I walked confidently yet scared. My uncle open his mouth and said,<br />"We got a name that suits the seven of you, but I want to know your opinion 1st, before we use the name." <br />Beast
and 4 Minute members look at each other. They must've thought, good,
they got to choose. But trust me they don't have a choice when it comes
to my Uncle. Suddenly my name was called.<br />"Hyunmi, it's your Idea, explain to them."<br />"Ssamchon!" I stared at him, he chuckles.<br />I
look at every single faces in the room. Some were anticipating, some
weirdly stare at me, probably thinking why is this 15 years old girl got
to pick for the boys group name.<br />"I find, Born To Beat is a good
name to start, since we have BEAST and 4 Minute, we could see that it is
a good name to be one of Cube Ent. kids."<br />I heard someone chuckle,
and I wish it was Ilhoon-oppa but it was not. Some girls were chuckling.
They are the trainee that are yet to debut. I look up to the boys
reaction, especially Ilhoon-oppa and Junhyung-oppa. Joker's smile. I
know he agree. All Beast's member nod their head, and Dongwoon-oppa
said,<br />"Good one, better than what we expected, Born To Beat,"<br />"But it is too long", said one of the dancer.<br />"We can shortform it as BtoB, otte?"<br />None
of the boys said a word. Eunkwang-oppa only look at me. The rest of the
boys got this weird look on their faces. So sudden when Minhyuk-oppa
suddenly ask Ilhoon-oppa to put the name in the song.<br />"Let's go, CUBE, We're Born To Beat" and he smiles<br />"Peniel, try to add BtoB to the Gangsta Luv..."<br />"Cube, it is us, we're Born To Beat, BtoB in da house, say holla!"<br />My uncle smiles. Suddenly someone interfere.<br />"Are
you sure Mr. Hong? You want to listen to this outsider?" Said the woman
standing at the door. I know her. She's the trainer from A-Cube, a very
powerful dancer and vocally proved. She never met me before I guess.<br />"She's not an outsider", said Sungjae.<br />"I know, she's Mr. Hong's niece, but what can we prove that the name is a good choice?"<br />"Then, how about this," My uncle pick up his phone and dialled.<br />"Sooman-ah, can you tell me who create the name for your famous TVXQ?" he put it to loudspeaker.<br />Mr.
Lee answered, "Still need to be sure that your niece is the genius
behind them, huh? Hyunmi, who else. I guess Hyunsuk is also greatful to
her, she said Big Bang that day remember, the day her favourite dancer
got into the team, that prince Hyunseung-goon"<br />Everyone was shock. Including the woman who questioned me.<br />"Komawo! I think I'll call you later! TQ my friend!"<br />and he continued.<br />"A-Pink,
4 Minute, Beast, TVXQ, Big Bang and even SS501 were her Ideas. Any
problem? She has been the name creator for many groups, yeah I know
she's young but she is the Genius behind all of those name." Said my
uncle. Never thought he'd said that.<br />"She even composed Beast's and A-Pink's debut songs." Said Joonkun-oppa who has been watching all along.<br />"I
think, all 7 of us love and adore that name. We can be proudly call
BtoB Sir." said Eunkwang-oppa. The rest of them nod their head
constantly. BEAST's and 4 Minute's member claps and keep on saying BtoB
loudly. kekeke funny seeing them trying to change the mood.<br />I went to Ilhoon-oppa and sat next to him.<br />"Oppa, gomawo."<br />"Oppa? Chincha? kekeke nice brain you got there, how old were you when you created TVXQ? 2 or 3?<br />"Oppa! I was 6. kekeke. GENIUS remember?"<br />We chat and laugh afterwards.<br /> <br />That
was the last time Hyunmi saw them. All of them. Right after BtoB
debuted, she died of cancer, critical stage yet nobody knows except her
parent, her Uncle and Junhyung-oppa. Ilhoon and the others were left
with questions about her conditions since they were the closests one to
her.<br />R.I.P Jang Hyunmi.
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