i decided not to attend today's Versammlung (which means Perhimpunan in Malay, A word that i suddenly forgot) heheee it happens almost all the time now. Yesterday was my mom's B-day and I was hoping to celebrate it with her, but sadly here i am stuck in IPG KBA. So for today i got only 1 reason why i refuse to go to the Versammlung, ich bin erkältet (i'm sick). i couldn't possibly breath properly, causing me to get sleepy all the time. worse to come... i am in no mood to do anything, but i got tons to do! updating blog means i got tons to do but little feel to finish it. need to do something bout my sickness.... i was so close from getting dehydrate just now... lack of water i guess. heheee so tired~ can i sleep for a while? no, i will not wake up. that's forshor!
people say that i am so childish at time, well maybe that's true, but what should i do exactly since i can never see myself as a matured girl in the near future? i need someone to correct me or someone to love me? my mom said that i am allowed to marry someone after i've done with my Master, means in the mean time i can fall in love right? well i used to love someone so much but then it all went away. now my love is only for BEAST, a Korean boyband that make me in love almost everyday. wish that i can fall in love in the near time, so that i have someone to tell stuffs that i have kept for over 3 years now. stuffs that i kept deep inside by disguising them as stupid problems to solve. i met lots of people but will there be someone who would love for me, not for what i am? what am i saying? both are the same right? for me or for who i am? entahlah, i do not know. but what i'm sure i can fall in love with really fast but then i can let him go that fast too. so to have that one relationship that can be trusted for me is very hard. i listen to what people said too much that i tend to think that i am always at wrong... that is why, i rarely be with someone... i can't find a way to tell the real me to anyone nor anything. this blog? not so sure meself...
OMG i am so sleepy!!! need to sleep for only 30 minutes then go to Agus to photocopy something~ lots lots of work to do, short time left to finish. well see U next time, my blog... U'r master need to have a deep sleep for 30 Minutes kayh...
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