let just say it like this.. i think i've move on, it is just that i can't seem to let myself to open up this one cold heart. i do know that i'm so awfully jealous of others who have someone to share their love with, but it couldn't be opened. i have ask myself too many time, whether to have boyfriend or not, and the answer is always the same... NO! why is it this way? why can't i open it and let someone to be in there. at least just for a while.. sometimes i'd wished that i could just open it and finally let myself to be loved, but then it will close itself once again.. am i too sarcastic? am i being so desperate to have a boyfriend??? don't everyone have that kind of feeling or is it just me?? huh ( sigh )
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