I hate myself....

now i know that i hate myself. though i tried to lie to myself that i can never hat myself, but now it has been shown that i hate myself. people told me that i'm a disaster, for putting stuff under my bed! it is my own space! i need to be close to my stuff. did i disturb your stuff? sorry if i did! i didn't mean to. i miss TVXQ so much! only them can cure this broken heart. please i need you back in my life guys!!! i can't afford to get hurt again. these people aren't 'trustable' anymore... i hate it when they played it in front of me. they are just being pathetic acting good in front of me!!! i hate it! i hate it!! i hate it!!! i need you back TVXQ!!!!