A Brand New Thin'

I am absolutely in shock when there is someone's' who I can finally trust... But then I know that it is not possible to believe in them, although it is very bad of me to say so. Since I'm big girl, I think I should be more prepared to be betrayed by them. I know that I'm saying this like a jerk but the reality is that! Is it so hard to trust one person, man? Are you that indecisive? Are you that careful?